I'm not real big on TV. I watched only the last episode of Friends and haven't had TV for over a decade. I live stream sporting events and movies.
I like things simple. For example, sitting at the Farmer's Market in Sebastopol, watching people at cafe's, drawing with charcoal, cooking dinner, taking a hot bath, sunsets at Bodega Bay, picnic's with my daughter, kissing, 100% cotton summer dresses, necks and mountain biking, lying propped up on my bed with my Irish breakfast tea and with eyes closed, just thinking to name a few.
I'm not always in a good mood. I tend to heal my wounds on my own. I don't like people around me when I hurt. The last thing I want to do when I've smashed my shin is talk. I'm emotionally immature meaning, when I'm emotional I misinterpret things and tell myself stories about what's going on and at times, they are inaccurate. The good news is I'm aware of it!
I mention these things because I know there's a lot of happy bullshit written in these profiles and I'm not about that. If I meet someone, they will be human like me. I know you're not perfect as I am not but are we perfect for each other? Both you and I have wax in our ears and gunk in the corner of our eyes when we wake up. We will both be weak at times and sad, frustrated, angry, uncertain and afraid. Our self-confidence will wax and wane and we will wonder about each other. We will fight and make up and we will wrestle with life. Robert Frost has engraved in his tombstone, "I had a lover's quarrel with life!" That sums it up for me.
We will also laugh, cuddle, share, learn, fall asleep on each other, lose our sense of aloneness while making love, feed each other, hold hands, create and lean hard on each other.
I'm certain of all this and welcome it. If you think you get me, write me.