I am not an average type of person.
There is no one else like me on dating sites.
I cannot be compared to anyone else.
I was born severely autistic,
With Finnish and Chippewa heritage,
No social skills and no hope for life,
But I really wanted to better.
I got a degree in physics,
I was smart but had no life experiences,
Uncle Sam wanted me very badly,
I completed a tour in the Air Force.
I got a nice job on Vandenberg AFB,
Then came to work for a big aerospace company,
Miraculously, I got married, and
It lasted for 30 wonderful years.
I had no interpersonal social experience,
So I had to learn and improvise,
Like learning how to switch gender,
And how to treat my wife as an equal.
The loss of my wife was a great tragedy,
But how could I live without my best friend?
A return to Buddhist meditation led to
Peace, insight, and enlightenment.
I now live as a transgender woman,
Which my late wife prepared me for,
It is just an illusion that I create daily,
Without any body-changing surgeries.
I pass and interact like any other woman,
With very high energy and enthusiasm,
Young looking appearance and skin,
With intelligence constantly going up.
I see how reality actually works,
From birth, to life, to death, and rebirth,
But I don’t have a cure the suffering of others,
No easy way to liberate people from habitual traps.
Dating me will seem dangerous and freaky,
Despite my constantly improving social skills,
How can anyone get permission to meet me?
When there is no one to ask.