I've never been very good at describing myself... I can say that I'm usually lost in thought {Dreamer}. I'm a fairly reserved person {Stoic}, but I do enjoy a good party from time to time {Social} ... and I love a great party whenever I can find it {Butterfly}. I'm the kind of person who feels almost worthless if I can't help someone out {Co-Dependent}, especially those I care for {Co-Dependent}. Now, if I can just figure out how to help myself out {Co-Dependent} ... There's so much in this life to experience {Taste-Tester}, it's difficult to find the time and opportunity to do it all {Procrastinator}, though that doesn't mean I haven't tried, or won't try {Experimenter} ... and sometimes I just can't help myself {Easily Tempted} ... and sometimes, I don't even realize I need any help {Stubborn}

I am introspective, generous, and unique/weird

...is following my passion, which - for most of my adult life - has been music. I went to school for sound engineering while playing producer/promoter/engineer for this awesome collaborative effort known as the dotmatrix project. Now, I book shows at one local venue, run sound for shows at another venue, and occasionally play door-person for some shows, all while trying to squeeze time in for my own band... At least, that's what I'm doing so far

... organizing things for people (maybe not-quite-so-much for myself, though). I can get dangerously close to being obsessive-compulsive about order (even though I'm secretly a fan of chaos). I've been told by friends and strangers alike that I have a good ear for mixing music (basically, organizing sounds). I am an excellent listener (partially because I'm a quiet person). I was a bit of a math nerd in grade school...okay, I'm still a big ol' math geek (I have no doubt that I'll eventually become a math teacher).

... tends to be my hair because it's usually not it's natural color, or my smile. People have a tendency to remark on my mood, in fact, if I'm not smiling...

Books:
The Ethical Slut; Polyamory; Bitten; TOM ROBBINS; DAN SIMMONS; EDGAR ALLAN POE; ROALD DAHL; JRR TOLKIEN; the HP series; NEIL GAIMAN; Harold and the Purple Crayon; Where the Wild Things Are; What Dreams May Come; Fight Club; A Series of Unfortunate Events; etc.

Movies:
The Fifth Element; The Usual Suspects; What Dreams May Come, Fight Club; Neverwhere; Legend; the Goonies; Robin Hood: Men in Tights; The Die Hard Series; Stargate; Firefly; Weird Sience; Ferris Bueller's Day Off; Galaxy Quest; Kung Fu Hustle; etc.

Music:
good music ("genres" are only good for organizing your music)

Food:
potatoes, soybeans (not-so-much tofu), noodles, bacon...

a challenge
a chance
friends
music
laughter
coffee

...my life in this universe. A thousand different questions are usually running through my mind. Sometimes they're all about money - how will I afford this, that, and the other. Sometimes they're all about time - will I be able to do whatever I need to in the time I have available. Sometimes they're all about relationships - who is a friend, who is an associate, who is... someone special...

... working. The "weekend" tends to be my "work-week"... alas...

You would love to know

you can think and feel at the same time
(seriously, it can be tougher than walking and chewing gum...kind of like stumbling with style...)