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diogenesofindy

24 Indianapolis, IN Man

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I’m looking for

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  • Ages 18–29
  • Near me
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My details

Last online
May 2
Orientation
Straight
Ethnicity
White
Height
6′ 1″ (1.85m)
Body type
Average
Diet
Mostly anything
Smokes
Yes
Drinks
Socially
Drugs
Sometimes
Religion
Agnosticism, and somewhat serious about it
Sign
Cancer, but it doesn’t matter
Education
Graduated from high school
Job
Other
Income
Less than $20,000
Status
Single
Type
Strictly monogamous
Offspring
Has a kid
Pets
Likes cats
Speaks
English (Fluently), Japanese (Okay), Sign Language (Okay), Spanish (Poorly)
My self-summary
Write a little about yourself. Just a paragraph will do.
hi, im super awkward, uninteresting, and very introverted.

i answered a lot of questions, so feel free to read them. they will tell you more about me than one of these things will. so im just going to shitpost.
What I’m doing with my life
Don’t overthink this one; tell us what you’re doing day-to-day.
our time together was, in time,
as a jovian day.
something that will soon be
but part of a rug with a fray.

so small, so insignificant
the ends cut so fine
showing me my contrition
you, the release of a vine

i have grown tired in body and soul
the guilt as dense as a star
i carry like the atlas of calvera
always coming short on the bar

each passing of a season
brings me further away from you
the day you left for work
is a day ill always rue

walking out of our apartment
not knowing how or when
my family would ever be together
or if i would even see you again

i can not be rid of these thoughts
my feelings for you still so strong
to have you in my arms again
ive waited for oh so long

but you will not have me
and you are better off without
i know you can not love me
for now all you do is flout.

so if you ever get to read this
know that i always felt love
and never held contempt
to you the best thereof
The first things people usually notice about me
I’m an empty essay… fill me out!
you tell me.
The six things I could never do without
Think outside the box. Sometimes the little things can say a lot.
my phone
my laptop
internet
beverages
my ability to think
solitude
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I’m an empty essay… fill me out!
i may have failed to mention, i have little to no tact.

i was elated, my heart was beating a million miles a minute.

there you were. the face i have missed so much smiling warmly at me in my "visitors" notifications on my okeros page. im not going to lie, i was panicking a little. i went outside, and lit a cigarette, sat down, and gave in to temptation. i read your profile.

why the hell did i read your profile?

90/14 match/enemy ratio. we are still a good match. i guess those people at barnes and noble were right. im not sure if you know about OKE, but their algorithm is brilliant. the more questions you answer, the better it is at giving you an accurate M/E ratio. i know i answered a lot of questions, and you said you answered a lot of questions.

Speaking of questions though, i was reading yours.

we agree on so much, we still have so much in common. maybe even more now than before, making for great discussion. the topics we disagreed on are mainly bigger topics, resulting in great debates. i really did only want to talk about creationism being taught alongside evolution in public schools. not even in person, on the internet.

so when im exited, elated, panicky, or hopeful, i get excessively optimistic resulting in making poor decisions.

there you are still, looking well, and happy. im glad for it. you know i am too. i still get stressed, and im poor as fuck, but im happy too. i keep reading the many questions we answered, and finally, i decide that its better to bite the bullet and hope for the best. i sent that lame ass, dry as johnson county after that crop bust a couple of years ago, first message. "ill ask you one more time. would you like to try again as a friend. im not the same man i used to be."

ouch. i would hate have seen your face when you read my messages.

shaking now, i stammer out two more equally bad messages. failed, of course. maybe thats why you dislike me? idk. but anyway, hope was there. i know when theres nothing i can do but hope for the best. this was one of those times, so just kept scrolling through the common questions. it was then i saw you answered the question "have you loved someone before" and you responded "are you still in love with one or more of your former partners?" and you responded with "yes, with one of them".

my heart at that point started collapsing, creating a black hole sucking in any hope that was ill fortuned enough to pop into my head at that particular moment.

and of course it was followed by your short you crossed the line, dont talk to be about anything but our baby.

i see, do you really dislike me that much? i say, in a disappointing awe.

having not received a reply, i doubt i will get one, and if i do, i doubt it will be a positive, or positive in any way. the point to all this is, well there really is no point. idk if you will read it. maybe ill gain the nerve to link it to you. it will probably just rot with the servers not being seen by a single soul.

but i still have hope
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probably wont reply, just cant bring myself to delete this.