Because some people can't see journal links, I give you this:

http://www.okcupid.com/profile/dzean/journal/13974476888274696995/what-the-actual-fuck-

(this is a link to my actual latest journal posting....)

I am socially inept, compassionate, and silly. I am a musician and singing songwriting person; I play guitar.

One might say that I'm easy to please. Pop a movie on and hand me a cup of coffee or something, and I'm happy. Yes, I wouldn't mind going to a museum. But when I think of museums, I think of places like the Smithsonian Museum of American History. Nothing in DFW even compares.

I tend to be easy going and slow to anger. I have the annoying ability to see anyone's point of view, no matter how ludicrous or irrational that may be. This makes it difficult for me to get angry at people about things they do. I don't know if that speaks well of me, or if it means I have an over developed sense of complacency.

The "Send a drink" feature on here offends me. Not because I don't drink or anything, but because it's blatently insensitive to people that are recovering alcoholics.

"Hello, babies. Welcome to Earth. It's hot in the summer and cold in the winter. It's round and wet and crowded. At the outside, babies, you've got about a hundred years here. There's only one rule that I know of, babies—God damn it, you've got to be kind." Kurt Vonnegut

I am here, there, and everywhere

Breathing.

Being kind and being thoughtless at the same time. I'll buy you lunch, and then run off to do something else on my own. Singing, playing guitar, and writing songs.

Braving it through uncomfortable silences.

Actually, I have no idea what it is that they first notice about me. They probably notice that i'm a skinny little bastard, to be truthful. And that I'm fucking awkward.

Meow.

Star Wars (of course) pizza, a good philly steak sub...Good Omens, Ender's Game, Transmetropolitan,Bill Hicks, Eddie Izzard, The Boys, The much loved but short-lived Firefly series, world war z...list is expanding as I remember things I love.

Also, I'm a fucking whore for eighties music. You could be torturing me, ripping my toe nails off, and feeding them to baby alligators, and if I'm listening to eighties music, I won't give a shit.

Favorite writers are Garth Ennis and Warren Ellis.

...as far as YOUR preferences go, if you're a "big fan" of Creed or any of those other post-Nirvana nineties bands that sound like they're trying to be Pearl Jam, we will not be listening to music together at all. We just won't. I won't waste time trying to convince you how crappy your musical tastes are.

For me, I love Grant Lee Buffalo, Leonard Cohen, Concrete Blonde, The Beatles, Pink Floyd, and I have a terrible fondness for 80s music.

The internet, pizza, a good beer, good conversation. Coffee. My cats, my guitar.

how the world has such a huge potential for worldwide enlightenment, if people would stop fucking it up.

bored shitless. I've gone to the bars. I've done the world of warcraft thing. I want a goddamned nuclear powered speedboat with wings so I can fly coast to coast all night.

You really want to know something private about me, ask. I won't lie. Just make sure you want to know the answer.

Well, I will admit that I do not dance.

I also get teary eyed at the end of Armageddon. "Go take care of my little girl. That's your job now."

Beyond that...the one thing that I'm willing to admit that is truly private is that...I have a deep seated fear of people getting bored with me and not talking to me. It's an anxiety i've learned to control, but it's still there.

And, I can be pretty antisocial when I want to be, but usually it's because my blood sugar is low.

Also...i like Stone Temple Pilots' rendition of Dancing Days better than Zeppelin's version.

For a Zeppelin fan, that's a pretty private admission.

Addendum: I hate being called "Creepy" more than anything else anyone could ever say to me.

You want to hang out, go catch some movies, have a few pints, or get some coffee.