I like to discuss things, and play with them verbally. I like exploring new places outdoors. I like to go climbing, bicycling, or hiking, or looking for dead sea-life on the coast. (does that make it sea-death?)
I've done a lot of work to be as present and genuine as I can, and not simply reacting from insecurities. Obviously it's a work in progress, but I feel really good about where I am. I've gone through Landmark, I practice NVC, and I meditate. I am currently trying to find a balance, between accepting, and refusing to accept.
I would like a LTR and wouldn't mind it being my last one, but I don't expect that. Instead I hope to meet people, make some friends, maybe even some dates, and maybe out of that will come something more.
Yes my life without another person is entertaining and my friends and family make me feel good when I am with them. Yet I am not truly fulfilled when I don't have someone to love, who also loves me.
I am happier when in relationship. I mean existentially happy. Like, not just when I am with that person, but my whole life. When I have someone to love I stop worrying about what it all means because I have found out what it all means.