I am strong, gentle, and sincere.
My Self-Summary
I like to make things epic.
I'm a feminist, aspiring photographer, international travel
enthusiast, anthropology geek, and lover of the arts.
ENFP/
INFP split. I suffer from a severe case of
wanderlust, and people watching is one of my favorite past times. I
like camping and being on the road. Ireland has my heart. I'm
content pretty much anywhere, doing anything, with anyone. I "live
for this, being thrown out just to be thrown back in again".
I've recently come to the realization that I'm neither a follower
nor a leader, but rather an observer. I like the idea of studying
other people for a living. I often document travels, trips, and
daily excursions with film in a mostly futile attempt to capture
the mindblowing cinematic beauty that punctuates my life. I'm
painfully nostalgic with a tendency to hold onto the past with a
white-knuckled grip. My biggest fear is forgetting.
I'm not much of a cynic, although I can certainly appreciate some
snark in doses. It really upsets me when people crap on others'
enthusiasm for life, for whatever reason. I genuinely enjoy people
and just like to experience them as the enigmas that they are.
What I’m doing with my life
I'm a Comparative History of Ideas (CHID) major at the University
of Washington in Seattle. I recently realized that I have enough
room left in my course of study to minor in Women Studies, which is
exciting. I'm seriously considering going for a masters in mental
health therapy after I graduate, but will undoubtedly take some
time off first.
I am also a barista at a specialty coffee shop in the U-district. I
learn new things every day about coffee and coffee culture, and
there's never a dull moment. I really, really love the coffee
world, which is slightly concerning. Realjob, what?
I’m really good at
Taking pictures of old things/rural/urban decay. Trespassing.
Perceiving life as way more exciting and intense than it really is.
Making little moments feel very grand. Being satisfied with being
unsatisfied. Inconsistency. Adapting. Laughing at myself (because I
truly am a ridiculous person sometimes, as are most people, I've
found). Loving.
The first things people usually notice about me
I think my green eyes catch people's attention first.
My favorite books, movies, music, and food
Books: I gravitate toward non-fiction, ethnographies, feminist and
GLBT lit, etc. Also, Dave Eggers. Pretentious little shit.
Movies: Frida, The Hours, Aimee and Jaguar, Magdalene Sisters,
Mulholland Dr, Lost in Translation, and Wall E.
Music: Folk,
twee,
new weird
america,
shoegaze, and anything with a symphonic
guitar sound, handclaps, or nonsensical lyrics.
www.last.fm/user/cannonfodder
Food: Sushi.
The six things I could never do without
I can do without a lot of things, I'm discovering. I need
gentleness, sincerity, intimacy, music, art, and hope.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
other people. I'm fascinated by them, and the possibilities and
experiences they represent.
On a typical Friday night I am
wiped from baristajob, perhaps struggling to go out and be a normal
twentysomething, most likely sleeping like the 80 year old my body
thinks I am.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit here
I'm embarrassed of my propensity toward romanticism, and my
naivete. I like to scheme and dream in manner reminiscent to
Kerouac.
I secretly want someone to validate that part of me and say that
life is really like that, or can be like that, occasionally, if you
want to seize it.
You should message me if
you are a gentle person looking for other gentle people.