I enjoy playing guitar, going to shows, playing video games, watching intellectually challenging movies, going to picturesque places, and mushrooms
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I think about humanity a lot; often times this means daydreaming of existing in past and future times. Because of the impossibility of this, I love attempting to experience it through movies and video games.
I tend to view reality for what it really is, and because of this, Im extremely cynical. Even so, I have a ridiculous sense of humor, and I find seemingly random things to be hilarious.
Im sort of a hopeless romantic, regardless of the fact that I find it extremely hard to trust women
My profile says Im bi, but I largely prefer women
I have no problem with gay people, but I strongly dislike the "flamboyant gay culture," so if that describes you, we probably wont get along

Ever since I was a little kid, I wanted to explore eeeeverywhere and anywhere I could see. From reading my fathers massive National Geographic collection, I quickly gained a ravenous hunger for exploration. In 5th grade, my science class took a field trip to the College of Charleston observatory, and I was breathless as I gazed upon Saturn's rings. From that moment, I decided I wanted to see every inch of this world, and the universe beyond. For awhile I wanted to be an astronaut, dreaming of being able to see worlds beyond comprehension; creatures so complex that we look like insects in comparison. Because of that impossibility, I took to exploring the amazing virtual worlds created for our entertainment, such as Oblivion and the Legend of Zelda. But within our own minds is a whole different plane of existence waiting to be reawakened, filled with emotions that would leave you on your knees in passion and awe, if you have to the heart to explore them. As for now I can never traverse the cosmos, so now I delve deep within the mind. Thats what it means to be a psychonaut

And here's where I do a rambling list of random shit:
Im 19, but Im still very much a kid. I miss being overwhelmed by the Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time, and that scrunching sound of a newly opened pack of pokemon cards. Those were the fucking days.
I come from a pretty diverse background of friends and experiences. I dont try to fit into anything, it just meshes together. And thats how it should be
The overwhelming beauty of the world brings me to silence time and time again, but I haven't even seen a fraction of what I want to see
I'm used to people leaving my life, whether they chose to or not
Strawberry banana smoothies from Bolthouse Farms are the best fucking drinks ever
I like to explore the depths of my mind, and try to find reason for everything. This probably annoys a lot of people, but I find it enlightening
It's not my way to hurt others, whether it be physically or emotionally
I'm always playing my guitar: Jackson DKMG Dinky, transparent red with EMG 81/85. It's my baby. Drop B tuning, son
I've always been a big fan of surrealism/abstract/fractal/fantasy art. Not dragons and shit mind you, I'm talking about things the mind can't easily comprehend
Got something for me to check out? Send it my way

Id like to get into the music industry, maybe work in a studio or own one
Im currently trying to find a job to fund this

This is what I devote my life to, my music. Give it a listen if you're bored:
www.myspace.com/empyreonic (melodic european metal)

www.myspace.com/averametal (melodic technical death metal)

www.myspace.com/cyrenaicband (alternative, screamo, electronica)

Id like to say guitar, but theres always room for improvement

music: Im extremely open-minded...I have a long list of favorites, which would include:
Ensiferum, Dark Tranquillity, Wintersun, Children of Bodom, Opeth, Meshuggah, Acceptance, Cynic, BT, Moonsorrow, BTBAM, Immortal Technique, Rhapsody, Sonata Arctica, Decapitated, The Faceless
lots of: progressive metal, deathcore, death metal, melodic death metal, viking metal, symphonic black metal
some: indie, alternative rock, post-rock, screamo, electronica, techno, rap
so pretty much everything. Anything that takes my mind on a trip. I probably like at least one band you do

movies: Contact, The Fountain, Sunshine, The Last Samurai, Stargate, etc
anything that leaves me in awe

music, altered state of mind

existence, logical explanations for really intense subjects (religion, etc), music

Two years ago, my best friend passed away, and i never fully recovered from it. Additionally, all of my friends have moved away to different colleges, so i get pretty lonely sometimes.