Now to the juicy part : Me . Like most people I am a complex, walking contradiction . I am lovely, sexy , smart, educated, intellectual , flirty , loving , lovable , extravagant, proud, confident , but also shy at times , articulate,sometimes intense and over the top , lady like when I need to be (and not very ladylike when I needn't be), stylish but also casual , beautifully shaped 6'1" BBW (In other words Fat and happy with the way I look , comfortable in my own skin ).
I am European and even though I have lived here for 6 years , I am still very straightforward and avoid sugar coating at all costs . I despise games, especially when it comes to relationships . I am looking for a real , grown up , full on relationship . And most importantly I am ready for it ( or at least I think so ).
I love being in love and I want to feel that magic again . I am not afraid of being single and I have been happily single for long periods of my life , however, I think life is so much more beautiful when you share it (good and bad ) with someone you love . I feel that I am a better version of myself when in a happy , healthy relationship . One that pushes me to be better in all aspects of life .
My career is now finally starting to pick up and take off so I don't have too much time to offer . Therefore If I am going to invest time on someone , it will only be for someone who has potential for something serious (in terms of our connection ). I no longer have time or energy to spend on casual , pointless encounters .
I want to meet my man , the one who will know to treat me like a Queen and who will enjoy being treated like a King. I want crazy , out of this world, mind blowing - I can't get my hands off of you - kind of love. . .
I crave to meet someone who interests me, who intrigues me who can first and foremost keep me intellectually aroused . Ideally someone informed , educated with a distinctive and bold personality , someone who has discovered his own style , who has formed opinions about the world we live in and isn't afraid to express them -all these qualities are sexy to me . As far as I am concerned (and hopefully you too ) sexy has nothing to do with looks , it's an attitude , a mind , a way of carrying your self, the way you make others feel around you . Now if my wonderful man also happens to be attractive, tall and the proud owner of a Great Dane (or other awesome big dog ) well that's a bonus!
At this point I am probably coming across as a desperate 30 something dying to get married and yearly shopping for wedding gowns - JUST in case lol ! Don't fret ! I reassure you , I am in no rush to get married and it has never been something I dreamed of or considered a goal or a necessity . If it happens it happens , if not I will certainly not feel unfulfilled because of it . But I am a go big or go home kind of woman . I am intense and love hard-core . I want a man to rock my world. I am not interested in just being with someone who looks nice just to avoid being single .
Notice: the key word here is MAN. I am attracted to full grown men . Not boys .