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faerybutterflye

29 F Denton, TX

My Details

Last Online
Dec 31, 2006
Orientation
Bisexual
Ethnicity
White
Height
5′ 4″ (1.63m)
Body Type
Average
Diet
Smokes
Yes
Drinks
Rarely
Drugs
Often
Religion
Other, and somewhat serious about it
Sign
Pisces, and it matters a lot
Education
Working on two-year college
Job
Rather not say
Income
Rather not say
Relationship Status
Seeing Someone
Relationship Type
Offspring
Pets
Has dogs and has cats
Speaks
English (Fluently)

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My self-summary

I am your greatest dream and your worst nightmare, all concealed within one tiny little person. For the record, you'd be much better off getting to know me if you looked @ the other questions; no person worth knowing can be condensed into a single text box. So, that having been said, I'm never really too sure what to write on these things but here we go�

I am constantly oblivious to the real world�alone in my dreams.

First of all, I'm a Pisces and therefore I spend about 70% of my time w/my head up in the clouds, wandering around with all the butterflies and zebras and moonbeams, LOL. "Many people associate Pisceans with dreams and secrets, and it's a fair association, since those born under this Sign feel comfortable in an illusory world. At times, however, Pisceans can have difficulty distinguishing fact from fantasy: they tend to get caught up in their dreams and views of how things should be. To say they wear rose-colored glasses isn't much of a stretch." This is very, very true.

I am a walking contradiction a lot of the time. Outgoing but quiet. Sweet but sassy. Loving but hateful. Complicating things as I try to simplify them�that's a particular talent of mine. Smiling but screaming inside. Sexy but semi-modest. Bizarre but typical. Giving but selfish. I could go on for a while..

I wake up every day of my life and put my mask on�why? Because that's what makes me thru the day. A different mask for different ppl. I try to make everyone happy but sometimes it just isn't meant to be. So if I disappoint you, I apologize in advance. I am a very complex person�but so very simple as well. (See, contradictory) The simplest of things can make me smile and make my whole world a better place in general.

Over the years, I have come to see myself as a constant victim of bad relationships and friendships. I hate that. That pity that I have for myself. Why? Because the more I think about it, the more I come to realize that I have put myself into fucked off situations w/jackasses that don't deserve me and therefore, I am making myself a victim. I don't want to be that girl anymore�

I miss being happy all the time (or at least most of the time) and I wish that more people loved people for (or at least w/) their imperfections. Because it is truly our own imperfections and quirks that make us perfect. Appreciate uniqueness, don't ridicule it.

Love is often my inspiration. "Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails." I aspire to make that kind of love a part of my life. I am also polyamorous...I have one serious partner that is NOT going anywhere but we're both open and honest w/each other so it's not that big a deal. I definitely prefer females to males, however. Women are just so much more beautiful to me. Oh yeah, JUST B/C I'M POLYAMOROUS DOES NOT MEAN THAT I'M GOING TO HAVE SEX W/JUST ANYONE!!! Come on ppl, I do have a little class.

I try to be as imperfect as possible b/c I am only a person. We are all, each of us, just people. Not Gods and Goddesses, not Kings or Queens..not a single one of us is the true definition of 'perfect.' The world is all made up of gray shades--there is no true black and white."We are all liars�and if we think otherwise, we're the worst kind of all�we're lying to ourselves."--T. Ojeda

I like just about anything that can retain my interest for any amount of time. I love laughing. Especially when I'm crying. If you can make me laugh, I will adore you and you will have taken the first step towards climbing the walls around my heart.

I love the ocean�so peaceful and yet so devastatingly powerful. I feel so small and insignificant standing on the shore, looking out at this infinite but entirely different world. From the beginning of time, the sea has eroded the shores w/it's tides, never pausing in its cycle, always steady. It never stops to consider the problems of the world, does it? No it does not..so since you're standing on the edge of this different universe, you should be thankful that your problems aren't as significant as, well�getting eaten by a bigger fish or something. I don't know quite how to explain it but standing on the shore makes me feel like my problems are tiny little specs compared to the vastness of this beautiful thing in front of me.

I love good food�feed me good food and I will be much more inclined to like you. Thai is good, la Madeline is divine, Waffle House is most excellent!!! "Can I get some chunky peanut butter w/that please?" *snicker*

I like people who aren't afraid to tell me the truth, even when it's going to hurt me. People who don't fuck with my emotions--yes, I do have them believe it or not. People who don't lie to my face then lie again to get out of that. (I know all the god-damn excuses and reasons and bullshit, please spare us both the time) People who are nice. People who are sweet and kind and giving and trusting. I try to trust you until you fuck me over. People who don't play mind games. People who don't bring needless fucking drama into my life. People who will be open-minded enough to like me for me.

If you can simultaneously appreciate chaos and logical order, we should get along just fine, LOL.

I hate liars and hypocrites. And I especially hate being put second. To anyone�for any reason. (But I willingly tolerate it for some reason?) When am I going to be put first w/someone? (Haha, don't I sound like a whiny bitch?? I know!)

I don't like the way that a lot of ppl think that they can use me just b/c I'm nice to them and try to understand their point of view. DAMN, you give ppl in general a bad fucking name. GRR!

I hate the wintertime�b/c it's so cold and I usually have no cuddle partner to keep me warm. And I hate the holidays�family, ugh�ppl everywhere, ugh. BAH HUMBUG, for real!

I hate it when ppl are like Dr. Jekkyl and Mr. Jackass (this can totally apply to a female too!!) My God, fuckin pick a personality and stick w/it please!!!!!!

I am really just a big dork �I sit around watching Cartoon Network all day long and talking to my cats, LOL. Obsessed w/LOTR�I know random little geekish tidbits about the movies and books that no "normal" person should really know. I mean seriously, no one cares but me, I'm sure!

And I know that I'm smart enuf to qualify for the dork/geek club cuz I stuff my brain full of useful and useless information all day long. *grin* But to me�smartness=sexyness.

I'd rather talk to someone I can have an at least semi-intelligent conversation and him/her be not quite as physically attractive as some model that has nothing to talk about but themselves.

So on that note, if you're not capable of carrying on a decent conversation, don't even bother trying.



I am smartassed, sweet, and a total cuddleslut
What I’m doing with my life

I'm running around like a moron trying to figure out what exactly it is I'm supposed to be doing and where exactly I'm supposed to be. So really, I haven't quite figured it out yet. BUT I am making some progress...I'm starting college in a week to get my Medical Assistant's degree. And then I'm moving to Galveston b/c the ppl and the ocean rock! :-D

I’m really good at
Being patient w/people. Really..really..good. And I've been told I'm really good @ writing poetry. I'm really good at having a REAL conversation..not just doing all the talking or all the listening but a little bit of both. It's all about balance. ;) Maybe that's why I'm so good @ having an open relationship hehe
The first things people usually notice about me
My eyes and my smile...and that I'm a freak and am carrying on a conversation w/them like I've known them my entire life when I met them 5 mins ago. And that my world is freakishly centric to music...I can use music to express myself no matter how I'm feeling.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food

Disclaimer: I know that I've forgotten a lot of my favorite things on here but I'm kinda scatterbrained so here's some of what I like...

A Night w/out Armor by Jewel (her poetry's much better than her music), Catcher in the Rye, all of the LOTR, any book that really teaches me something. I am OBSESSED w/LOTR movies too...I know random facts about the Tolkien universe that I really just shouldn't know if I was a normal person. Other movies: From Hell, Moulin Rouge, Chicago, The Phantom of the Opera, Pirates of the Carribbean, Donnie Darko, Witches of Eastwick, Finding Nemo, Cold Mountain. If I could pick one movie character to describe myself it would be Ada from Cold Mountain, seriously. I love Thai food but I'm really just happy w/whatever. OH!! and I'm addicted to Waffle House, lol. I like a whole lot of different music...from stuff that's "typical" of my age to stuff your parents probably like *grin*

The six things I could never do without
Life would be worthless w/out music and poetry (are they really that different anyway??). Friends, smokes, bud, and my car (MY FREEDOM) would be pointless w/out those 2 things.
I spend a lot of time thinking about

Where in God's name did I leave my keys?! Seriously, I can put my keys down and lose them within a minute flat. Also where the rolling machine's at..or the papers..or my cigarettes, but most of my time is spent thinking about how I'm going to get to the ocean after I graduate. I also spend a ton of time thinking about my boyfriend. And a lot of time thinking about how I can please females. ;)

~*Well, she's walking through the clouds

With a circus mind,

That's running wild.

Butterflies and zebras and moonbeams

And fairytales,

That's all she ever thinks about ...

Riding with the wind.

When I'm sad, she comes to me

With a thousand smiles

She gives to me free.

It's alright, she says,

It's alright;

Take anything you want from me,

Anything.

Fly on, little wing.*~

On a typical Friday night I am
At home like a loser :-p
The most private thing I’m willing to admit

I have a hood piercing...if you don't know what that is, I'm not going to explain! And please don't use that as an excuse to message me!!

I’m looking for
  • Guys and girls who like bi girls
  • Ages 21–44
  • Near me
  • Who are single
  • For new friends, long-term dating, short-term dating, casual sex
You should message me if
You're not looking for a commitment cuz sorry, you're not gonna get one. You're funny, cool, and dorky like me (hehe)...you want to walk in the clouds w/me