I am full of terrible, ridiculous contradictions at any given time. For me, it is a serious problem. My personality type is INTP, eg. 'INTPs are pensive, analytical folks. They may venture so deeply into thought as to seem detached, and often actually are oblivious to the world around them.' I like logic. I mean it makes sense, who doesn't like it? Right, illogical people. Despite my intense need for logic I am ridiculously emotional. No, I do not begin to cry at the drop of the hat. Sometimes at a song that plucks a heart string, that does happen.
Still waters run deep. That is my emotional state. My mind is usually a whirl wind of chaos, so I retreat into a paralysis like state. I refer to it as mental constipation. Too much is trying to get out all at once and I overload.
I am a genuine person. I can get along with most everyone, but I can count on one hand the amount of people that I have felt ever understood me. Some days I am not one of those people.
I am on that epic journey to understand myself better. I use the word epic a lot. It can be used all kinds of ways. Interesting.
I enjoy writing for myself. I like to read. I play video games. I am a super nerd/geek. I enjoy labeling myself because as someone once said to me once we label ourselves it is suddenly OK in our own minds. So I am trying to re-label myself.
I am in a state of flux, treading a fine line between failure and succeeding. I am tired of living in a state of crisis so if you need a lot of nonsense, please take it on to the next person.
I am super laid back. I tend to over explain myself, usually because I assume you are going to fail at understanding my point.
I rarely look in the mirror before I leave the house. Weird I know. I am obsessed with shoes. I could care less what most people think of me. I have to respect you for your opinion to matter. I generally have the equivalent of a brick wall that has two layers of dry wall and a little layer of concrete over my emotions. Yes, that much because I am sensitive.