I am positive I want to meet someone who can make me laugh, someone who kisses really fucking well, someone who either gets me completely, or can't figure me out, and loves me all the more for it, someone who loves music, cats, and shitty tv, someone who isn't so goddamned insecure about themselves that they can't handle the fact that I don't drink. it's astonishing how many people decide that they just can't hang out with me because of this. I'm positive that most of the time, I'm negative. I'm positive that I have the worst temper of anyone I know. I'm positive that I am old. and getting older.
I'm difficult, and hard, and annoying as shit. I'm weird, and angry, and confusing. but I'm also funny, and smart, and kind to animals, sometimes humans. I'm not a 'cat person', but I have a cat who, despite being a total bastard, still knocks me out every day that I know him.