I had a random evening free, so I thought I'd update my profile, which I haven't done in a while. Bear with me :P
I'm ... hmm, sorry...having a hard time keeping a train of thought here. Part of me wants to write a very straightforward summary of myself, other parts want to go into a long boring narrative that neither you nor myself actually wanna yawn through, and another part of me just wants to make you guess everything and just message me if you think I'm attractive. I'll split the difference:
7) ... ok, bored with making lists.
I beat myself up when I do someone injustice. I don't care for people who are unwittingly pretentious. I'm always polite, but not always kind (although, in a perfect existence, I wish I could be). When I'm committed I'm committed 100%, otherwise I'm completely rational about my decisions.
I don't waste my time with chasing things I cannot have, but I try not to sabotage myself from having things that I want. I usually try to borrow from the experience of others, but I am just becoming mature enough to realize that it doesn't matter how fucking hard you try to avoid life, it's gonna find you out and kick your ass anyway. So you might as well make a mistake boldly and proudly, and embrace yourself for your flaws as well as your strengths.
I tend to be attracted to things which challenge/scare me a little. I have a fear of heights, but that doesn't stop me from pursuing them. I am a little [LOT] afraid of guys I'm attracted to, but I'm learning not to let that get in my way :P
I'm a Midwesterner. A Norwegian/German guy, who is interested in just about everything and what I'm not interested in I want to figure out. I guess that's enough blurbing.