Save yourself the time: If you do happen to message me (which, by the way I do appreciate your message) and I do not respond.. Please do not be offended. This site works from chemistry and I act based on instinct. If I feel you are an adequate individual for me (and i don't have time to be friends with 40 random people) I will respond.. but if not I will just smile, thank you for the message..but probably wont respond.
(Note: I also have a.d.d. and there's messages I mean to reply to, but I get distracted. So I guess sending one more reminder message wouldn't hurt. I'm not trying to offend anyone on this site, or hurt anyones feelings)

So please don't think that messaging me 10 more times will change that. It will only weird me out and further prove my point that we just won't fit.

Inside I like the metal, don't you?
But thanks for taking the time?
Also, I have officially started my second job, and this week is crunch week with black friday coming up. So i am going to be really really non responsive..

Have a good thanksgiving!

I'm generally also not interested in F/M over the age of 28..
There are exceptions..but.. yeah

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I'm a 21 year old gamer living in West Des Moines. I work at an arcade and I spend a large amount of time with my friends and playing Gears of War. I'm a huge Resident Evil and Gears of War fan (I have tattoos to prove it).. I'm a simple yet complicated person who is self destructive and yet at the same time loving and full of hope for the future.
BEFORE YOU ASK ME WHAT MY FAVORITE GAME IS:
It's Resident Evil 2, I thought Resident Evil 4 and 5 were GREAT. Yes i've played the Wii versions, No I don't think they should stop making RE games but I know they'll have to eventually.. I play Gears of War Online and Yes I love the campaign.
Hold your Colour
PLEASE FIND SOMETHING MORE INTELLIGENT TO STRIKE A CONVERSATION WITH ME ABOUT.

I'm looking for someone to teach me how to use Fruity Loops.

I have a perfect sense of humor, I find a lot of things hilarious..

I am easy going and fun to be around. I am usually cheery and optimistic..I try my hardest to be a good respectful person. I'd rather put all of the negative things in my profile and let you decipher the positive things. I'm hated by many, i'm loved by many. I'm a pretty abstract individual and I am incredible simple to get along with.
Give me peace and chemicals
I am also insanely A.D.D...I have a poor attention span and I tend to interrupt people a lot. I usually catch myself, and apologize and let them finish whatever they were saying.
I wanna run into you

I'm looking for something permanent. I'm looking for friends, and i'm looking for someone to fall in love with. With that said, i'm very shallow and I generally am the one who approaches the ones I am attracted to.
I figure if I talk about the negative things first, you can be the one to find out the good qualities. :D !!
sound good? Okay let's move on
I was in a serious relationship that has left me somewhat crippled and uneasy. I'm damaged goods. But i'm not a complete hopeless case.

I am also a curse machine. Every other word I say has 'fuck, shit, bitch, ass" in it.

I am considerably asexual when it comes to women. I love affection and I love being close to the female gender..however i'm not really sexually interested in them. I still to this day haven't figured out if it's because i'm shy or if because I'm just more interesting in the affection bit.
I would like to find a girl to just relax and play video games with. I would like to find a guy I could just chill and have a good time with.

http://www.myspace.com/viakitty

http://agentredfield.deviantart.com

I'm also a simple photo manipulation artist.
I am 'artsy' but not very dominantly.
Shut up woman, get on my horse

I am for the most part pretty independent. I work, pay my bills, and feed myself. The only downfall is that I don't own a car, nor do I drive. I have a pretty hefty driving anxiety..so I rely on the bus for most of my transportation.
I am also a pretty decent writer .. I just don't show it to many people.
http://vala.tumblr.com
get a little bit of insight.
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I want to have a family with a guy who has a shit ton of Freckles...omg I love freckles.

One of my better qualities is I can usually, USUALLY, take a joke.
I'm incredibly sarcastic and I can roll with the punches. I'm kind of boyish in that sense because I will call you a fag and some other considerably rude name..but I don't mean it in a demeaning manner. I call everything 'cute' and I don't mean it like OH YOU LOOK LIKE A PONY with a PINK tutu on!. I mean it as in that's cool or interesting.

So yeah. .... is there anything else i'm missing?

I'm everyday trying to make peace with the war in my head.
I'm everyday trying to remind myself that i'm a strong woman who has a bright future and all the possibilities in the world to create beautiful things.
I'm currently fixing my issues and trying to smell the flowers. It's easy to give up on everything. It's always easy to believe the negative things. It's easy to be treated like shit.

I'm trying to remind myself i'm better than that.

gears of war, listening, being annoying. I'm also good at attracting and being with abusive people. :D

my eyes, my tattoos, my upbeat and incredibly dorky sense of humor.

Sushi.
The only way to my heart is sushi

Music wise--just to name a few:
m83 is my favorite musical artist of all time. You get major kudo points for liking Anthony Gonzales.
Assemblage 23
NIN
Pendulum
Psyclon Nine
VAST
Ladytron
Akira Yamaoka
Interpol
Boards of Canada
Broken Spindles
Broken Kites
VNV Nation
The Faint
Killswitch Engage
Craig Armstrong
Vangelis
...
Yay. <3

Sushi
Gears of War
My kitty, Romeo
My best friends
My computer
Love

How corrupted of an individual i've become. Fuck my life. T_T

Working and playing gears of war.

I am very very stubborn, sometimes very ignorant and inconsiderate, and a walking white blood cell.
I am human like anyone else. I make mistakes.

You can accept the fact i've got some issues.
You can accept the fact i've got the Umbrella Logo tattood on my wrist,
and the Gears of War logo (Crimson Omen) tattooed on my arm.

If you can accept the fact i'm pretty anti social, and not good in large groups of people
If you can accept the fact i'm not beautiful or gorgeous or model material (the pictures are lies)
If you can accept the fact i'm kind of chunky and chubby and not super thin anymore.
If you can accept the fact i'll probably put gears of war before you, because it's the one thing that keeps me entertained for hours on end.
If you can accept I'm probably vindictive and I can be an attention whore when feeling lonely.

If you can just in general accept i'm an imperfect person who accepts imperfection as a way of life.
Nothing is perfect. Not me. Not you.

If you can accept all these things without wanting to change it, then sure, go ahead and message me.