Her journal posts
There’s this guy in my Popular and Literary Traditions class who
for some reason whenever he looks at me I find myself making faces
at him. The most we’ve ever said to each other is “hi” we’ve had
classes together before without every talking and now I make faces
at him.
I don’t know why.
I know its crazy but my face starts contorting before I even
realize that it’s happening. But here’s the great part, he’s
started making faces back. I swear this boy is my soul mate.
It honestly brightens my day whenever he makes faces back at
me.
Does that make me weird?
There’s this guy in my Popular and Literary Traditions class whofor some reason whenever he looks at me I find myself making facesat him. The most we’ve ever said to each other is “hi” we’ve hadclasses together before without every talking and now I make facesat him.
I don’t know why.
I know its crazy but my face starts contorting before I evenrealize that it’s happening. But here’s the great part, he’sstarted making faces back. I swear this boy is my soul mate.
It honestly brightens my day whenever he makes faces back atme.
Does that make me weird?
Making faces
Today I bought the first pomegranate of the season! This is a
wonderful day. I even did the traditional celebratory booty shaking
dance right there in the store. It was wonderous. I love
pomegranates. The first pomegranate of the season is a thing for
dancing and I'll be honest the ones afterwards generally get a
little jig as well. I am in fruit heaven.
On another note I would like to start out with saying. I am clumsy.
REALLY really clumsy. today I cut my top lip with a paper bag.
srsly. Generally I will disclose the many embarrassing ways in
which I hurt myself (mostly because i don't really care that
they're embarrassing and I can totally see the funny in them) like
the time my dog clotheslined me. twice.
or that christmas my dad had me helping him with the christmas tree
and ran me into a chair and made me fall on the patio into a puddle
of rainwater and then stepped on my hand while he was rushing over
to make sure i was all right with my dog (once again) right behind
him to pin me down in the mud. Or how that very night a wine bottle
propelled itself off my printer and right into my forehead where I
was crouched on the groud trying to get something because I
couldn't bend my bruised knee. These things I share freely.
But I hurt my neck. bad enough that I needed bandages (also rare)
and now perfect strangers are coming up to me going "WHAT DID YOU
DO!?" More morbid curiosity then anything else i'm sure. my friends
are asking too. they won't stop with the 20 questions. but me? this
one time. I. am. sooo. not. telling.
This has made it worse cause they know if I ain't tellin' its the
best story EVER.
Today I bought the first pomegranate of the season! This is awonderful day. I even did the traditional celebratory booty shakingdance right there in the store. It was wonderous. I lovepomegranates. The first pomegranate of the season is a thing fordancing and I'll be honest the ones afterwards generally get alittle jig as well. I am in fruit heaven.
On another note I would like to start out with saying. I am clumsy.REALLY really clumsy. today I cut my top lip with a paper bag.srsly. Generally I will disclose the many embarrassing ways inwhich I hurt myself (mostly because i don't really care thatthey're embarrassing and I can totally see the funny in them) likethe time my dog clotheslined me. twice.
or that christmas my dad had me helping him with the christmas treeand ran me into a chair and made me fall on the patio into a puddleof rainwater and then stepped on my hand while he was rushing overto make sure i was all right with my dog (once again) right behindhim to pin me down in the mud. Or how that very night a wine bottlepropelled itself off my printer and right into my forehead where Iwas crouched on the groud trying to get something because Icouldn't bend my bruised knee. These things I share freely.
But I hurt my neck. bad enough that I needed bandages (also rare)and now perfect strangers are coming up to me going "WHAT DID YOUDO!?" More morbid curiosity then anything else i'm sure. my friendsare asking too. they won't stop with the 20 questions. but me? thisone time. I. am. sooo. not. telling.
This has made it worse cause they know if I ain't tellin' its thebest story EVER.
TTTHHHHWWWPPPPP
So this morning, tuesday's incase you read this on a day that isn't
today, started with a boom. Literally. After having gotten two new
front tires on sunday (which I was in dire need of) one of the back
tires, that I hadn't gotten changed due to tight finances and they
had enough tread to last at least 6 months, went boom. So the money
i thought I'd put off spending I had to spend anyway and I also
missed an hour of work that would have helped pay for them.
Another thing I find a bit funny is that even though girls are
thought to be all frail and apparently incapable of working on cars
(I get countless dumbfounded experessiong when I say I know how to
change my oil, tires, brakes, roaters, etc) but no one really stops
to help the chick out who is obviously in vehicular distress.
I did have one guy offer to help once I was almost done changing
the blown tire for the spare. I appreciated the sentiment though,
it was very nice of him.
So this morning, tuesday's incase you read this on a day that isn'ttoday, started with a boom. Literally. After having gotten two newfront tires on sunday (which I was in dire need of) one of the backtires, that I hadn't gotten changed due to tight finances and theyhad enough tread to last at least 6 months, went boom. So the moneyi thought I'd put off spending I had to spend anyway and I alsomissed an hour of work that would have helped pay for them.
Another thing I find a bit funny is that even though girls arethought to be all frail and apparently incapable of working on cars(I get countless dumbfounded experessiong when I say I know how tochange my oil, tires, brakes, roaters, etc) but no one really stopsto help the chick out who is obviously in vehicular distress.
I did have one guy offer to help once I was almost done changingthe blown tire for the spare. I appreciated the sentiment though,it was very nice of him.
Big Boom
I have another beef. The journals. I can't reply back to people's
comments I just have to add another comment which is silly. not to
mention it doesn't tell me when someone comments I just have to
check it out.
When I started writing on the journal, I don't know, two days ago I
found that someone had commented on one of my two previous entries
in Aug but I don't know what year it was cause there's been august
2006 and 2007 since I put up that entry. I feel bad cause i didn't
mean to ignore the dude, I just had no idea he'd commented.
on another note. Ernest Hemingway creeps me out and he makes me
creeped out by random males that have nothing to do with him. I was
in class expressing my feelings on how very creepy hemingway is
because I know his writing is almost perfectly autobiographical and
so the times when he's talking about women he really did think
those things. So i'm sitting there eyeing guys out of the corner of
my eye thinking "You could be a hemingway in disguise. You could be
thinking this stuff." and just after I said that this guy peeks
around the girl i'm talking to with this evil smile and goes "we
are thinking that. Right now." I was like "I don't want to know
that!"
I have another beef. The journals. I can't reply back to people'scomments I just have to add another comment which is silly. not tomention it doesn't tell me when someone comments I just have tocheck it out.
When I started writing on the journal, I don't know, two days ago Ifound that someone had commented on one of my two previous entriesin Aug but I don't know what year it was cause there's been august2006 and 2007 since I put up that entry. I feel bad cause i didn'tmean to ignore the dude, I just had no idea he'd commented.
on another note. Ernest Hemingway creeps me out and he makes mecreeped out by random males that have nothing to do with him. I wasin class expressing my feelings on how very creepy hemingway isbecause I know his writing is almost perfectly autobiographical andso the times when he's talking about women he really did thinkthose things. So i'm sitting there eyeing guys out of the corner ofmy eye thinking "You could be a hemingway in disguise. You could bethinking this stuff." and just after I said that this guy peeksaround the girl i'm talking to with this evil smile and goes "weare thinking that. Right now." I was like "I don't want to knowthat!"
journals and hemingway
Am I the only one who has issues with the whole question system on
here? So many of the questions are given only black and white
options for answers. and I'm a firm believer that there are very
few situations that are only in black an white. There's a lot of
other colors out there in the world and grey seems to take up a lot
of space.
So the questions. Like do you feel you have the right to forbid
your significant other anything? Well, that depends doesn't it? For
the majority of just about anything I would say no but I can think
of at least one thing that I would have no problem saying yes
about. but its situational as so many of the questions are. and
they don't really account for that. and then there's the whole how
would your ideal partner answer this? What are you supposed to say?
Because my ideal partner is not going to think just like me (that
would be boring) but once again with the whole grey area. and does
it seem weird if I put they should answer differently then me?
because if you're putting your answer as "Yes" are you really going
to require that their's be "No?"
Am I the only one who has issues with the whole question system onhere? So many of the questions are given only black and whiteoptions for answers. and I'm a firm believer that there are veryfew situations that are only in black an white. There's a lot ofother colors out there in the world and grey seems to take up a lotof space.
So the questions. Like do you feel you have the right to forbidyour significant other anything? Well, that depends doesn't it? Forthe majority of just about anything I would say no but I can thinkof at least one thing that I would have no problem saying yesabout. but its situational as so many of the questions are. andthey don't really account for that. and then there's the whole howwould your ideal partner answer this? What are you supposed to say?Because my ideal partner is not going to think just like me (thatwould be boring) but once again with the whole grey area. and doesit seem weird if I put they should answer differently then me?because if you're putting your answer as "Yes" are you really goingto require that their's be "No?"
Issues with questions
I woke up this morning to a very loud gnawing sound. I've had
squirrels in my attic for a long time, and that's not just me being
coy about my mental state, now I think i might have something a
little bit bigger. Which disturbes me. as you can imagine.
The germantown fair was this weekend. it was hot and humid and
sticky. but there were all kinds of puppies and pumpkin fudge.
which i love. so. very. much. its like eating a pumpkin pie just
more unhealthy. bonus!
I had mucho fun last night because I watched lord of the rings with
my friend and I got to spout off all the stuff that makes me an
utter geek. like all the book info that was left out of the movie
and the background info that you can get from the other books. like
silmarillion and the lost tales. I very rarely get to geek out like
that so i was in geek heaven. ro~ock!
I woke up this morning to a very loud gnawing sound. I've hadsquirrels in my attic for a long time, and that's not just me beingcoy about my mental state, now I think i might have something alittle bit bigger. Which disturbes me. as you can imagine.
The germantown fair was this weekend. it was hot and humid andsticky. but there were all kinds of puppies and pumpkin fudge.which i love. so. very. much. its like eating a pumpkin pie justmore unhealthy. bonus!
I had mucho fun last night because I watched lord of the rings withmy friend and I got to spout off all the stuff that makes me anutter geek. like all the book info that was left out of the movieand the background info that you can get from the other books. likesilmarillion and the lost tales. I very rarely get to geek out likethat so i was in geek heaven. ro~ock!
randomness
I am so freakin' happy i'm about to combust. OHMYGOD! I met Naomi
Shihab Nye today! She workshoped one of my poems and she liked it!
and she's nice and funny and freakin amazing. I left the room with
the other people who are interviewing her tomorrow and danced like
a loony. I couldn't not dance. and then I got to go to dinner with
her and she was sooo nice. andmyfacehurtsfromsmilingsomuch. and i
can't stop dancing. i'm going to breakfast with her tomorrow, i'm
picking her up. i get to be with her with the prescence of just two
other people. its so exciting i could explode. my face hurts with
the happy. *floats away*
I am so freakin' happy i'm about to combust. OHMYGOD! I met NaomiShihab Nye today! She workshoped one of my poems and she liked it!and she's nice and funny and freakin amazing. I left the room withthe other people who are interviewing her tomorrow and danced likea loony. I couldn't not dance. and then I got to go to dinner withher and she was sooo nice. andmyfacehurtsfromsmilingsomuch. and ican't stop dancing. i'm going to breakfast with her tomorrow, i'mpicking her up. i get to be with her with the prescence of just twoother people. its so exciting i could explode. my face hurts withthe happy. *floats away*
I could combust at any second!
Happy St. Patty's Day! I have socks on that say you should kiss me
because i'm Irish! How exciting is that?
Happy St. Patty's Day! I have socks on that say you should kiss mebecause i'm Irish! How exciting is that?
Patty's Day