I am a girl of enigmatic joy.
If you had to look up that definition you probably shouldn't respond to me.
I'm on a roller coaster of life and I am looking for someone to ride along with me.
I accept life for it's ups and downs. It is a motion sickness I will gladly deal with because I believe that without it life is not worth living.
There is so much to be hopeful for; even when you are as imperfect as I.
I am a work in progress. I was told I should clarify a few things as not to lead anyone on... I am a plus sized woman. Having said that, I work hard at being better then that and to date have lost 60 lbs and plan to continue in this endeavor. I am not looking for a perfect body in a man but I am looking for someone who will work out with me. Who will eat clean with me. Who will encourage this journey that I am on. If this bothers you feel free to click the back button now.
I hope for someone smart, funny and challenging.
Someone full of life, hope, faith and joy.
I am a believer of God and faith. I hope that you will be too.
I like a man who is not afraid to take control; sometimes.
I am hoping to find a PARTNER. Someone who will take me- full of fear and failure- and comfort me as I begin to mold myself into the person I intend to become. Friends are wonderful and that is how I hope we start but please know that I hope for more. I will be very forward in saying this.
I hope for travel and adventure.
The promise of a family.
To one day be confident in myself.
I need someone to help me with this as I am on a life changing journey.
A friend to encourage me and to talk with.
The possibility of more.
I am not easy... in ANY meaning of the word.
Do not expect me to dish out sex after a few dates and compliments.
Finally, I need a man who appreciates music in it's purest form. Depth. Emotion. Lyrics.
None of this BS about liking songs because of just the beat.
It's all about depth, gentleman. ;)
Now, on to the fun stuff.
I like football, baseball and the color pink. I appreciate art even though I can't draw a stick man. I'm competitive when it comes to games and I love them all.
I'm a follower of Christ and strive to live my life for Him everyday by loving and treating people the way I believe he would treat them.
I laugh a lot and smile even more. SNL and Friday Night Lights are my favorite shows. I love comedy. Movies and music give me a reason to make money because I love going to the movies and buying music. I love hard. I laugh a lot and all the time. I can be loud and hyper at times. I adore SNES and any Mario games that work with that system.
I think about story ideas all the time because I'm a writer at heart; I find it hard to sit down and write them though because I have a failure complex. I am afraid to do something if I am going to fail at it. Letting people down hurts me more than anything.