i recently read that this sense is encapsulated in the word 'Mamihlapinatapei,' a Yagan word (an indigenous language of Tierra del Fuego) meaning the wordless yet meaningful look shared by two people who desire to initiate something, but are both reluctant to start. maybe that's the code word. if I can figure out how to pronounce it.
i seem to have made a life out of doing things that people tell me i'm not supposed to be able to do, it wasn't on purpose but if you have a sense of humor about yourself, it works to walk the line. i like that it keeps me highly optimistic and yet equally irreverent. like a soft dreamy rebel. i'm independent and easy-going and can't stand drama queens but am passionate about my interests and generous with my affection for people and ideas. british by nature but californian by nurture, my two passports keep me on a search for international adventure, design oddities, and with a perspective of humility and fascination. i'm not immune to debauchery and indulging in varying forms of carnal pleasures but i like to think of myself as relatively together.