I always find these things hard to fill out... you are worried that you don't say enough to make people find you interesting or you can go on and on... say too much that it reads like a novel but either people won't take the time to read it or find that there is not much to say once someone finally chats or meets up with you?

First things first, my personality... It takes a while to get to know me as I come off a bit quiet and shy... but once I get to know you well I can talk quite a bit although I prefer to be the listener sometimes. On a rare occasion I hit it off quite well with a stranger, but it's actually very hard for me to trust someone right away. I am a lover of the arts, music, and culture. I love museums, concerts, live shows, renaissance faires, festivals, clubbing at goth clubs (only sometimes, I'm not hardcore), "dancing" quite horribly, thrifting/shopping, meetups, checking out new places, general night life, grabbing tea/coffee, good conversations, and the occasional movie. I have a knack for vintage and antique things. I appreciate individuality and self expression. The medieval era and Victorian era fascinate me. While I don't let this define me entirely, I am a bit into the alternative/goth scene. I also have the heart for Japanese street fashion and steampunk styles.

I find myself somewhat of a theatrical person although I don't view myself as a so-called "theater kid"...but when it comes to putting together costumes/outfits, makeup, the whole package to some sort of event I always take it seriously and a big deal. Sometimes people think I'm crazy, but I guess that's too bad. I find it all fun. Also for me I don't necessarily view "goth" as a fashion trend, but perhaps a lifestyle and a state of mind. I admit I'm attracted at clothing, but I don't view it as some kind of phase. Not too take myself too seriously or sound pretentious, but I always felt the way I think comes off differently than a lot of people around me. I tend be very introverted and some people tend to think I over analyze things way too much. I tend to hide a lot of thoughts and feelings and it drives people insane. I'm just taking in everything that's happening. Despite how I look, I'm usually very welcoming towards anyone (especially if they can get the nerve to come and talk to me) and never make any serious judgments until I view your actions around me. Personally I think it would be a lie if I said no one makes any judgments, we all do to a degree...but if you are acting like a douche around me then I'm going to view you as is, lol. Also I am known to "giggle" a lot when I'm somewhat nervous...so it's more like nervous giggles...and this may happen if I ever meet you or someone I hardly know. So NO, I am not laughing at you! Unless...of course you want me laughing at you. :P

Well people keep asking me what I'm looking for so I might as well make that clear here... I'd like to start every relationship slowly whether we are just friends or looking into something more. I greatly emphasis slowly, I hate being rushed by all means... so if you are a guy who wants to rush with things or can't handle being patient then I'm probably not for you and you might want to move on. To be honest I'm just looking for friends for now (genuine friends, not any of the FWB stuff either) and if later something more comes up I guess if it happens, it happens. I'm not closing down the option all together, but I guess I'm not actively seeking...if that makes any sense? I'm not looking to get into anything serious right away especially in fear I might end up with the wrong person.

I graduated at UTA with a BA in graphic design and still on the look out for a good intern/job (so if you know of one please pass the word!). I still constantly evaluate what I really want to do with my life or what I really want. Ideally I had always wanted to do something more fun and creative such as makeup (theatrical and not) and fashion/costume design always appealed to me but things set me back as I'm not sure how well I will do it for a living. Graphic design can be fun, but sometimes I tend to struggle since it can seem very technical as much as I hate to admit this. Don't get wrong I find that I better myself in certain parts, but sometimes I often feel too right brained...but I always tell myself I'll make it work!

having an eye for detail, putting interesting outfits together (lol), makeup (fun and theatrical), doing artistic stuff (I used to draw and paint a lot -- but things like school got in the way at the time, I hope to pick back up on it one day although I feel rusty), listening and thinking. I noticed I'd be a good "counselor" or "therapist" since I tend to listen to other people's problems a lot and ask questions... not that I don't mind, although lots of times people started to take this for granted then unload all their emotional baggage on me. :P

I'm not sure? I'd have to say my face and hair (it's really long!)...sometimes how white my skin is, lol. Could be the glasses? Maybe what I'm wearing at the time or how quiet I can be? Some people don't like the silence. :P Or maybe "OMG YOU LOOK JUST LIKE LIV TYLER...ESPECIALLY FROM LOTR!" I guess I can see it sometimes, and actually started taking it as a compliment. Other than my guesses, I don't really know as I don't really ask...

Books: Wet Moon series by Ross Campbell (or any of his graphic novels), Francesca Lia Block, Anne Rice, I need to catch up on my reading... I haven't read much. I tend to like fantasy and vampire novels of the sort...although no, I haven't read Twilight... not sure if I want to. *shudder* :P

Movies: Anything Tim Burton (Edward Scissorhands, Sweeney Todd, Nightmare Before Christmas, Beetlejuice, etc), Benny & Joon, Interview with the Vampire, Velvet Goldmine, Blade Runner, Star Wars, The Fifth Element, Pan's Labyrinth, Princess Mononoke (& other Miyazaki films), Vampire Hunter D, Stardust, The Princess Bride, Nosferatu, 10th Kingdom, Bram Stoker's Dracula, X-Men, V For Vendetta

Music: Kompressor, Deadsy, Nine Inch Nails, Orgy, She Wants Revenge, Stromkern, VNV Nation, Rammstein, Mindless Self Indulgence, Type O Negative, The Faint, Ladytron, The Birthday Massacre, Zeromancer, The Kovenant (cyber metal), Covenant (synthpop), Deathstars, And One, Siouxsie & The Banshees, David Bowie, The Cure, Dresden Dolls, Kill Hannah (preferably more of the older), The Smashing Pumpkins, Freezepop, Icon Of Coil, Audioslave, 30 Seconds To Mars (preferably more of the older), Bile, My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult, Placebo, Bella Morte, The 69 Eyes, HIM (some), Lacrimosa, Moonspell, Megaherz, OOMPH!, rock, industrial, metal, electronic, grunge, 70s, 80s, 90s, german bands, old school punk and goth, keyboard synth music, glam rock (the old stuff)... the list goes on. Check out more of what I listen to: http://www.last.fm/user/greyskiesblack

Food: I'm usually open to anything and not too picky. Despite being asian, very spicy foods don't mix well for me. I'm somewhat lactose intolerant so I can't drink milk though and even though I like some dairy products it's probably not all that good with me. I prefer not eating a lot of fast food though..... I'm generally not too much of a "sweets" person, but I do get those weird random cravings sometimes. I actually can't eat a lot of chocolate or I'll break out like mad. :(

Computer/Internet
Music/Media/Art
Fun/Humor
People/Animals/The World
Intelligence/Deep Thought
Stories

totally depends on my mood and where I'm at... at the time... I can have totally weird odd thoughts one moment and somewhat logical insightful thoughts the next, well at least I like to hope I do... haha. I am naturally quite curious about people or things around me...damn curiosity. "I don't OBSESS... I think... intently." ;) And then there are times where I wonder "What am I going to do with my life? Why does Kompressor not dance?" Often times I feel like I waste too much time spent on thinking...

krushing to Kompressor and making dance parties happen, well at least I try...

you wish...
okay, I'm having an obsession with Kompressor, but I guess that's all not too private...

you read my profile all the way, understood it and liked it... you think you can get along with me well and become good friends... you share the same activities or interests as me and would like to hang out together and do them... you aren't looking for a fuck buddy or someone just to screw around with (mentally and physically)... even though I know you guys will message me anyway, lol.

Also, if you think my profile is too long...let me know and I'll probably end up shortening it... lol :P

YOU THINK KOMPRESSOR IS AWESOME AND YOU LIKE TO SYNTHESIZE.