I'm a merilly insane externalising introvert, an Agnostic, Balanced Taoist, a Hedonist and arrogant enough to call myself a born Dominant - as young as five years old i stole the barbies of the girl next door to tie up in interresting poses in my room. It just went on from there...
I so far have sixteen years of experience living the BDSM lifestyle as at least a daily part of my life - first, five years as a submissive to learn, then eleven years as a professional and lifestyle Dominant, some time of that with my own live-in slave(s).
Vanilla relationships i can do, but they ultimately they seem doomed to fail.
I'm a computer geek with people skills - i'd like to get a crack at linux but am unfortunately stuck using windows - more on that later.
As a child i've seen the justice system from the inside-out and the upside-down - I haven't had an easy life, but then again who has? I like to think i've mellowed and matured greatly since.
Overall i like to approach life through Humor and no small amount of cynycism. I consider myself intelligent, erudite, and a complete and utter geek, though i'm street-smart rather than book smart
I've been recently finding out my English, mainly in pronunciation, isn't as good as i'd like it to be. We'll work on that!
I was born without emotions but have learned to express what is expected of me not to freak people out - i've only recently begun to 'feel' in my own way - chalking it up to a personal epiphany i've had. And let me tell you, some of this stuff is scary as all heck! I'm mostly enjoying it, though... This is kind of like a roller coaster!
If i have one major character flaw it is the fact i prefer to take things lightly in the here-and-now while the further i look ahead, the bleaker my outlook on life becomes - with some notable and important exceptions.
And i'm inexplicably, terribly, terrifyingly and undeniably in love!
I am Taoist, Hedonist, and Agnostic.