For my entire life I have been what everyone expects of me and frankly I am so over that. Slowly I begin to be myself although I am just now learning who that is. I am too sarcastic for anyones own good. Have an attitude of trying my hardest to make things go my way but not dweling on it if that doesn't happen. I'm a walking contradiction forming thoughts and acctions and belifes to whatever suits me best. New people like it old people hate it and I think are trying to have me commited. Most importantly I am enjoying myself alot more. I am beginning to live again.