a sensualist
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xM_Q5_C-O1I

#a dialectics of intimacy(*)

Drawing people out
metaphor
diagraming encounters
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z6r5AlCKnSg

responsive and adaptable

Helene Cixous, Kathy Acker, Anais Nin, Gilles Delueze, Wilhelm Reich, Pythagorus, Spinoza, Nietzsche

Trust, The Knife, Chromatics, Apparat, Sunset Rubdowns, Tangerine Dream, Reinhard Lakomy, Sebastien Tellier, or when I want to get over someone I listen all day to The Cure

Goddard, Fellini, Dusan Makavejev, Todd Haynes, John Waters, Roman Polanski, Chantel Ackerman, Agnes Varda, Jerry Lewis, Pedro Almodóvar

vietnamese

My brain
(ok 7 letters)

collecting-integrating-communicating

studio

I once wanted to ask a man to marry me, I wanted to get on my knees for him and romance the heck out of him and treat him like a a princess. I believe in love. I keep putting myself out there and really getting my heart broken, but I do it to live intensely, really experience a lover, a body and a new friend. I want to be someone who can just be casual and I am not a casual person in anything I do. Not in a marriage, not in a three some, not sexually, not in relationship with someone, not as a friend, or as an artist or therapist. I appreciate my intensity and am draw to people who are also living fully, intensely and not afraid to experience new experiences, but are also mindful and present with others.

If you are into water sports and emotional commitment
I am just trying to get emotionally laid!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M7fP0XzdUhI
inner conversations:
"i really like you a lot but I don't want to have sex with you until I am in a relationship with you. and I don't want to be in a relationship with you until you show me that you can love not only me but show that same love and care and unconditional regard for yourself, like living and loving your body, heart, mind and soul, as though it's the only body, heart, soul and mind you have, and your consciousness is unique to you and all your experiences, there is really no other you, so why can't you love that self above all else. If I am interested in you then you have no idea of the the sexual intensity I bring to the table but I really unfold like that when I feel safe. Why, well I have had many different kinds of relationships, sexual and romantic. I base my needs on my experiences and what life has taught me, what I have experienced and who I have become as a result.
Yeah I thought to myself yeah that's really what I am looking for and I should ask for exactly what I want.
whoa I think I got all match.com and chemistry.com up in here!!!!!!!!
n053xb4mirage