I'm the good girl gone bad. I started out as an all american cheerleader and gymnast, dropped off the radar into counterculture, made it big as a cool kid( maybe a social degenerate to some), reintegrated back into society and here I am.
I've been poor, I've been wealthy(by my standards) I have no constant in my life except for the fact I have only ever lived in the United States,born female and will stay that way. I look forward to settling down in my own way ( I think I'm the only chick who looks forward to 40 with an even more weathered face). I have been an extremest all my life but I'm learning how to find middle ground, it's not easy.
I'm finally at the point in life where I focus very little on my own self interests. Finding out what makes other people happy and giving back to my family is what drives me to wake up every day and contribute to something. That said, I am not codependent, submissive, subservient or passive aggressive( these are all more negative than positive traits IMO)
fun facts /// I made the most $ being invisible because no one cares if you live or die, there is no competition.
/ grocery shopping is fun because I could never be seen walking in a store in my past life.
/ when you stick to what you believe in and follow through to the end (no matter what) it's indescribable, having ADD this happens very rarely.
/ people come and go, so does money, security and eventually your health too. I still find the things people cherish most dearly absolutely absurd. I do value my health, I never take that for granted.
/ I love people who have intangible qualities. If I have a hard time trying to describe what makes you you, we will be friends till the end of time.
/ I often like people who think I hate them.
/ People who think they get me, really don't.
/ my true identity is not tied to gender, sexual orientation, class, color, religion(or lack there of) social status,marital status or the company I keep. I don't pride myself on any of these things.
* So, what does this tell you about me, absolutely nothing. I should have left this section blank.