Ich suche jemand, um zu lieben

I’m Stephanie but also known as Stephie, Teffie, or Coon (raccoon). So, what is there to say about my personality??? I’m actually a very down to earth girl at heart with a hint of hippy, psycho chick(silly psycho, not the bad psycho) and emo-goth just to make things interesting. I am Bi-curious or Bi-sexually (depending on ur definition) and anything that refers to guys in the following passages can be referred to girls too. I’m a Gemini so we are prone to split personalities and boy do I...lol. I love nature walks thru the cemetery. YES, I said the cemetery…… It is very peaceful and beautiful and that the fact that technically u are not alone.

I’m in love with Vampires and the Medieval & Gothic lifestyle. I PLAY WORLD OF WARCRAFT!!

I am a very kind person. I hate it how people judge me and say or think that just because I’m not a twig that I don’t have normal feelings……THERE I SAID IT….. I’M FAT, SO DEAL WITH IT LOL. I am this way because of the life I was dealt and I’m fighting everyday to change it.

I really don’t have any real religion that I follow. My beliefs are a mix of many things but Pagan and Wiccian ideas take up my main beliefs. And many people think I’m Satanic and I worship the Devil, well I don’t. I do have dark feelings and thoughts but don’t worry, I wont sacrifice u unless I think u deserve it. HAHAHA JK

I’m an Irish, English, German, Polish, Scottish mutt. 3rd generation American born German if that matters lol.

I have dealt with a lot of shit over the last few yrs and I’m ready to move on. By now, I thought I woulda been married or have kids. I never thought I’d be all alone but hey that’s life. I want to have that happy family that I’ve always dreamed of and have a husband that is not only my luv but my best friend. It may take time but I will die tying to get my life like that.

Who I’d really like to meet is someone I could spend my life with. I’d love to find Mr. Right but all I’ve seemed to have found is Mr. Right Now, Mr. Lazy, and Mr. Cheap-ass. I’ve been in a few relationships where I’ve felt like I’m both the pants and the skirt in the relationship. I’m sick of the men that expect ME to pay for everything or do everything to keep the relationship together or afloat. I really don’t mind paying for things or 50/50 or I buy this time u get next or if they are short on $$ but I at least want to feel appreciated and not like an ATM.

I’d love to meet someone who is interested in some of the same things as I am, and most of all love me for me. I want someone who I can be friends with first and lovers second. I’m not all to picky on looks cause looks are only skin deep. I do however do tend to go for people who are White/Caucasian but I’m not that close minded. If I can see the love and trust in their eyes then I’m hooked because it is true that the eyes are the window to the soul.

I’d love to challenge someone to a game or two on the PS2 or whatever game system is available because I love a challenge lol. I actually used to be pretty good at some of the games I used to play against my last ex and he wont admit that I used to beat him all the time. He didn’t think a girl could beat him on the first time I’d ever play the xbox. I’ve very spontaneous sometimes so one min. I could be all quiet and innocent acting and then the next be all loony and goofy. I tend to bite and like to cause a lil minor pain from time to time. I like to nibble on lips. I also have this habit of trying to spoil the person I'm with but only if I feel they at least appreciate it.

I'm working on getting things and info so I can go back to school and get my CNA and hopeful an RN someday....

Not really sure.... You will just have to find out

Sadly sometimes I wonder if it's my "oh not so skiny look" lol But I've been told my eyes are pretty so I'd say them.

Books: Anything by Anne Rice (mainly the vampire stuff), books on Wicca & Paganism, etc

Movies: Tons...LOL

Music: Korn, Rob Zombie, Blue October, 3 Days Grace, Annie Lennox

Food: Anything cheesy, pasta, mac and cheese, cheese and peperoni pizza

1. My best friends, who are a part of me
2. my cell
3. my comp... ME NEED MY WOW lol ok every few days
4. my kitty/s.... they r my babies (but one passed away in April'08)
5. my close family
6. Pepsi

Life and where I wanna be in the future.

Either working or out with my friends doing whatever comes 2 mind.

I'm an open book so ask me anything.....Sometimes I act like a lil ray of sunshine and on the inside I’m falling apart.

If you want to chat or what not.... Also if you're looking to maybe date me, plz only people who live near me (no more then 25-50 miles plz). I'm not interested in dating people long distance... I've done it before and it was worse then staying single. Also, if ur only out for just sex, plz just move on. I'm not looking for just sex.