But I like to go out side and stand in the rain, lay in the sun and smell fresh cut grass.
I'm a pack rat though I know where every thing is, I have a keen awareness of the wrongs in the world, but like most people think.. what could I do?
I'm not motiveated, I have no job though if money asn't an issue I would sign up for molecular genetices today.
It not that I don't care I do I just... I dont see a point. Life passes by and I sit in my room every day hiding from the world, wishing it would come to me. But it doesn't work that way,
It is my fault I have no friends, I seem to be able to make them but not keep them.
If I could find the one he/she would be my world and I would be happy with just them to share myself with, even if I'm in my "I need to be alone." moods.
People tell me I'm shy and quite when I first meet them but once I know you I'm out spoken opinionated and so honest tend to come off as mean.
I don't do it to be mean, or on purpose... its just who I am.
I don't apologize for it, I don't make excuses, I'm human we all are some more so than others.
I'm very easy to please though the small things that really make me happy, Like remembering I like sour cream and onion pringles not salt and vinigar or taking me on a date to a animal shelter, or wearing a certain colonge even though you hate the smell because I know like it.
I'm shy, nieve, and so very willing to explore the world try every new experience just... not alone.
I am serious, quiet, and devoted