I'm very introverted, most days I'd much rather curl up with a good book or work on my writing than spend time with another human being but...I'm also so very alone sometimes that I... think that I've closed myself off to the world and will never find someone that is my match.
But I like to go out side and stand in the rain, lay in the sun and smell fresh cut grass.
I'm a pack rat though I know where every thing is, I have a keen awareness of the wrongs in the world, but like most people think.. what could I do?
I'm not motiveated, I have no job though if money asn't an issue I would sign up for molecular genetices today.
It not that I don't care I do I just... I dont see a point. Life passes by and I sit in my room every day hiding from the world, wishing it would come to me. But it doesn't work that way,
It is my fault I have no friends, I seem to be able to make them but not keep them.
If I could find the one he/she would be my world and I would be happy with just them to share myself with, even if I'm in my "I need to be alone." moods.
People tell me I'm shy and quite when I first meet them but once I know you I'm out spoken opinionated and so honest tend to come off as mean.
I don't do it to be mean, or on purpose... its just who I am.
I don't apologize for it, I don't make excuses, I'm human we all are some more so than others.
I'm very easy to please though the small things that really make me happy, Like remembering I like sour cream and onion pringles not salt and vinigar or taking me on a date to a animal shelter, or wearing a certain colonge even though you hate the smell because I know like it.

I'm shy, nieve, and so very willing to explore the world try every new experience just... not alone.

I am serious, quiet, and devoted

At the moment? Nothing my life is going no where, I currently have no job, though I am looking.... I didn't graduate for the sole reason of algebra my grade were striaght A's everwhere else. I did get my GED, and planned on becoming an Massage Therapist. I wanted to be a Physical Theraist but again, I couldn't get a loan that covered my expenses. I have nothing, I still live with my parents though at 19 it hasn't got to pathetic yet.
I'd put up with quite alot if someone could get me out of this house and on my own two feet.

I love to read, I've always been willing to pick up a book. Writing though I don't think its very good as its mostly fanfiction with a lot of lemons. Science-Biology especially genetic portion I'never had to study and It has always bee infinately facinating to me, If I could have any job in the world it would deffinately involve Biology.

I'm not really sure.... my face i suppose, I think its rather open though somehave said I seem to frown(look depressed) even when I smile. I hate to show my teeth when I smile, not because I have bad teeth just because I think it makes my face look ugly.

Harry Potter, Twilight, Anita Blake Series', Eragon Trilogy, and Stephani Plum.
Hellboy, Labryinth, Alien vs. Predator, The Shawshank Redemption, A Walk to Remember, As Good as it Gets.
Just about anything though mainly country, 80's soft rock, and R&B.
Broccili, alfredo, Fried shrimp, Potatoes(of any kind), anjou pears, and those flat green beans.

Pen, Paper, computer a good book, Radio/Cd player, warm-comfy clothes(I fI have to wear them), quiet empty room.

My life, my emotional and physical health, my lack of meaningful relationships, worry about my step-dads condition.

Curled up with a book or ink stained fingers and a pad of paper.

I'm a virgin and afraid I'll die young and alone. Also I'm very cautious about who I let touch me not sure why I just hate it when People I don't know touch me.

Your willing to have patience and love to coax me out of my shell and into you life.