heyo205
29 Reseda, CA
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My self-summary
I'm a real dreamboat. Whoops typoed that whole sentence. I'm a straight up loser. Nobody has ever attempted to set me up with anyone. Pretty depressing thing to realize and then ponder the meaning of for a while. What I take it to mean is that people, including some that have known me all my life, could not, in good faith, tell someone that I was somebody that they might like to meet. Nobody can vouch for me. I am unvouchable. Yes, I know unvouchable isn't a word. I'm super lonely.
What I’m doing with my life
Working a job making job money, instead of having a career where I make career money.
I’m really good at
Being a mooch.
The first things people usually notice about me
My face. And then the flood of awkwardness that pours out from deep within my soul. Also that I probably seem kind of standoffish in general. In my head I'm probably imagining that it makes me seem kind of mysterious or something, but I'm sure I just come off like a weirdo. I'm a fidget.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
I don't read books, probably out of laziness or something. I do know how to read though. I haven't been to the movies in over 2 years, probably out of cheapness and not having anyone to go with. I don't watch too much TV, and I've kind of fallen behind on shows I used to watch. As far as music I'll use the old anything but country line. Food is good to eat.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
How depressing my position in life is and how I have no idea how to change it. Also how little joy I have in life. There are so few things that I have to look forward to. A new year just started and there is nothing that I can look forward to happening this year. Oh well, my fault. And once again, I don't know how to fix it.
On a typical Friday night I am
Pity partying.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
Despite my own delusions I would be a terrible partner. Even if I did have my shit together that would still be the case. You don't get to be my age and have my lack of experience with women and not develop some serious hangups. I would end up being clingy, and nobody likes that. I'm a kissless virgin. That's a lie, I'm just a virgin. Such a fucking virgin. I have no friends, and haven't for nearly a decade, and when I say that I mean there isn't a person on this planet that I'm not related to that I socialize with.

I'm realizing I'm a dumb person. I used to think I was smart, but the way my life is turning out just points to me being dumb. I make bad decisions that lead nowhere.
You should message me if
You're into manbabies.
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