I am human, there for complex, and could never easily be described in a few words. However a few words often use to describe me are : Brave, hard worker, deep thinker. Patient,Observant,Forgiving, Open minded, Laid back, Lovable, Honest, Shy, Trustworthy, ( but maybe less trusting of others.) Silly, Welcoming, Kind, responsible ,strong, Beautiful, Happy go Lucky, Level Headed, old school, Cautious, Good Listener, blunt, Anxious, Intelligent.
Words to describe myself would be logical,workaholic, a pessimistic optimist, (yes you can be both.)accomidaiting to almost a fault.
I enjoy: writing, drawing, dancing,The smell of a freezer/ the smell of rain , The feeling of the warm sun on my skin through the window on a cold winter day.strongly believing everything happens for a reason even if you'll never know what the reason is... , singing, crushed ice, Spring and Fall late night walks. being myself in the company of good people......
Just an average everyday person, taking it one day at a time....
Everyday life throws me a curve ball. I tend to not make plans, they only get ruined. .... I am a single parent, I work two jobs six days a week, I realize I do not have the time it takes to build a relationship in a healthy way, I am not one to settle, I am stubborn and can keep doing things myself....... But it would be nice to have someone in my life I am not only mentally attracted to, but sexually attracted to, that could possibly over a long period of time become something more.... I want to remember I can// need to still live life.I am looking for the person who compliments me. Not the person who is me, the person I learn from. I want to be excited again!! Live life to the fullest!
Rather sad when your hobbies became organizing rooms, and cleaning the bathroom....
I am a people person. Have mastered customer service.
( four years old, outdated, and vague just ask.I like a lot of stuff from tool to James Taylor. I never watch TV anymore...)
As for books i really don't read as much as i should, but when i do read it needs to be something that's going to keep my interest.Most Recently i've been a bit addicted to The walking Dead Graphic novels. The Hunger Games series was good, and i also enjoyed the books A clockwork Orange, Farenheit 451, Siddhartha and the Prophet.
--Once again way more than i have listed.--
Movies- What dreams may come, the imaginarium of doctor parnassus, Pans labrinth, The Road, Donnie Darko, The professional, big fish,The big labowski, Book of Eli,Little nicky, interview with a vampire, The green mile, In dreams, Big,charlie and the chocolate factory.( makes me cry almost every-time.) . and either something that will make me laugh, or be visually and mentally stimulating. Also, can not deny the fact that i love romantic comedies.
Shows- ( In the past two years i have not been watching much T.v. Shows i use to enjoy and became slightly obsessed with, watching the season all too fast....are.) --Spartacus, Dexter, Sons of Tucson, Eureka, My name is earl, Heroes, weeds, the office, Workaholics,there AmericanPickers,documentaries,-
(HOnestly) Hoarders ... makes me realize in a strange way, it could be so much worse.I enjoy seeing the before and after results, and some of the sh*t people have a compulsion to keep. .. :-s )-- More recently i would suggest Once Upon a Time,
Music- Mostly 90's alternative.(90's in my opinion was a good year for all genres of music, from country, to rock.) Then there is classical, something about the piano will always make me weak. Older Rock, When it comes to music, I basically like a bit of everything either i like it or i don't.
Examples would include, offspring, Marvin Gaye, Harvey danger,tool, slipknot, al green, sublime, Eric Clapton, Beatles, zeplin of course. Pi k Floyd, I even have the classical channel programmed into my radio settings. I really love all kinds of music. I have a Walkman so mostly I just listen to old cassettes I have. Mixed tapes, 36 crazy fists gets played often.
food, ... not picky at all! I LOVE FOOD! ...or I'll at least be open minded to try it. My favorite is a homemade belgain waffle with american chz over easy eggs bacon with butter melted in every pocket all folded in half drenched in maple syrup..... Breakfast of champions!!!!!!!!!!!
the feeling of the warm sun on my skin.
Access to knowledge.
life- And all the wonders of the world that come with it.
I am very open minded, and can listen to others beliefs. Still holding my own. Like I said previously I have seen a lot, and have lived a rough life, can relate in most any situation...thinking about the people who think like me.... And where to find them.
Most recurring thought of 2015.... If I will ever meet that person, who I am not only sexually, but mentally attracted to. Who respects me for all that I am, who wants to build and grow a healthy relationship, learning from each other, and being better people because we have each other in our lives.... One day...