Her journal posts
Dec 15, 2008
So I tend to get a lot of stalks a week however, not very often
does anyone send me a message. I dont think I am that bad looking
or that bad of a person. So I dont understand why people dont just
even give me a chance. I message people and dont get replies back.
I mean we are all here for the same reason right? So Whats the real
reason people dont want to talk to me? I mean Honestly?
Dec 14, 2008
So I had a conflict with this guy who I invited to church about a
week ago. I took him to church last week. And then he did me wrong
and when I say did me wrong I mean he did me really wrong and I
wont even go into it. He was a really bad guy. Anyway He ended up
saying that he would continue to go to much church just because he
knows that is my safe place. He said he would make sure he turns
everyone there against me so that I no longer have any place to go.
He finished and said that he will win this he always does. Well I
rolled my eyes and I was like yeah right why would this jerk do
this to me. Well Then this week HE WAS at my church. Not only was
he there but he was hanging out with all the people I HANG OUT
WITH. Then every sunday evening we have church group meetings were
we all go to someones house and eat dinner and have a bible study
and what not. Its a time for us to grow closer to those in a
smaller group. WELL if it wasnt bad enough him being at church
hanging out with them HE CAME TO MY CHRUCH GROUP MEETING TOO. Now
the guys in my group are starting seperate bible studies with him
and everything. So he is getting what he wanted its like he is
doing EXACTLY what he said. SHOULD I STRESS? OR SHOULD I JUST CALM
DOWN AND THINK MAYBE HE JUST WANTS TO REALLY BE A CHRISTIAN? What
should I do?
Dec 13, 2008
In my search for finding the right guy I have found a lot of wrong
ones. Looking around on okcupid I am starting to wounder if there
is any guy that has a christian belief as I do. I mean is there
seriously not any christian guys that are committed to God on here
that are also looking a christian girl. I want to start a
relationship with a good guy but where are they all at? Is there
not any out there? Why isn't Any guys committed to God anymore?
Dec 13, 2008
So I don't understand people. You can start talking and like 2 min.
latter all of the sudden the person stops talking. Like never to be
heard from again. You think maybe they just got kicked of or
something no big deal right. So like you leave a message for them
thinking they will reply when they get on another day or something.
No Days go by. You send a friendly little hi and you get nothing
still. I mean come on if they really didn't want to talk to you
they could have just said so. Whats up with this? I mean come one
don't just leave a person just hanging.