If you are into things like hanging out with girls who have a car, their own place, a job, or a fashion model's body... Run in the opposite direction, you won't find that here.

That should have taken care of most of you...

- I am different, in a different way... and I know I have a lot to offer though I may be unconventional.
- I'm not a girly girl but I still paint my nails and do my makeup when I'm bored.
- I'm successfully working on losing weight, I recently quit smoking cigarettes, and I've cut WAY back on caffeine for anxiety/digestion reasons.
- I do NOT want children (not negotiable), and have 2 previously stray dogs and a godson that fill that particular void in my life.
- I really like the English language and spend a lot of time playing word games and thinking about words.
- I spend a lot of effort into trying to not to invite drama into my life.
- I value honesty and don't want to play emotional mind games.
- I have some passed down trust issues. I probably wont meet you if I know nothing about you (AKA you have no profile) and/or we haven't talked online for awhile. I also prefer first meetings to happen during daylight hours.
- I'm an only child, and I've lived on the streets, been to jail and eaten out of the trash. I don't plan to repeat my past.
- I am not looking for a "sugar daddy".
- I am a crafty homemaker, and live with my mother.
- I've been piercing bodies for almost 12years and enjoy the process.
- I am open to poly relations, but I am not looking to be anyone's "unicorn", and ultimately looking for someone willing to be monogamous with me.
- I am not here to look for sex partners, I am looking for smoking companions, friends, and cuddle buddies... if I feel comfortable there is a chance for more, but don't just contact me if all you are looking for is to get your dick wet.
- Please don't contact me if you consider yourself a juggalo, furry, or part of the military.

"I'm not slow, I'm methodical."

ISTP (so they say).

I'm modified: 2g dermal punched outer conch x2, 6g dermal punched outer conch, 18g earlobe piercing x2, 1" permanently enlarged earlobe x2, 12g septum, 10g septum, 16g labret x2("snakebites"), 14g vert labret, 10g vert nipples, 10g vert hood, 10g triangle piercing; 1.5hrs scalpeled scarification(shape of fly); 6 strike brands; 5 tattoos (maybe 15% coverage).

"you can't get lost if you have no place to go..."
Waiting Waiting Waiting...
Cooking, cleaning, reading (A LOT), gardening, doing the occasional piercing, walking to the library because I don't have bus money, altering clothes, playing solitaire and online scrabble, using online chat rooms to waste valuable time, playing with coupons, crafting whatever happens to come to mind, snuggling my dogs, going to the gym, and doling out plenty of advice that is asked for but rarely followed.

What I'd like to be doing:
Going to the Beach on cloudy days with a blanket and hot chocolate, getting stoned and cuddling up to watch a movie with someone, people watching, hitchhiking or traveling the continent and living in a vehicle (with someone who will drive), going to school for holistic healing in northern California, going to awesome shows and ignoring the pretentious kids, walking more, doing more piercings, attending APP each and every year, more flesh pulls and perhaps a suspension, going to museums, laying around at a park, getting more tattoos, having my nails done and getting a massage, exploring abandoned buildings, making even more stuff and selling it, and, becoming healthier and stronger each and every day.

Reading an entire book in one night. Being socially awkward. Collecting body mods through barter. Coughing while smoking weed (medicinal and recreational). Making stencils. Wasting time. Watching other people play video games. Watching people in general. Organization... and getting vexed when people disrupt it. Playing the ukulele horribly when no one else is watching me. Macrame and wire jewelry. Taking in strays. Entertaining myself. Editing my profile too often (this fully explains the length). Randomness, procrastination, and being too honest (which apparently makes me a bitch).

I am also discovering that I'm surprisingly good at accidentally finding my friends on dating websites.
Hi Laura, Austin, Chad, Vernon, ken, Sid, Jes, Oogs, Brandon, Lisa, and Joe!

The waist-long brightly colored dreadlocks, glasses, and the septum piercings. Probably also that I'm short and pudgy and have a strange "sense of style" (or none at all).

When I was younger a lot of people thought I was stuck up because I wouldn't talk to them, when in reality I was terrified of them. So, I guess people probably notice that I'm quiet and/or socially awkward. I try to smile as often as possible now so that people don't think I'm too pretentious these days, but that probably just makes me look creepy.

I like Anything by Poppy Z. Brite, but I read a LOT... pretty much anything I can get my hands on (including food labels and fine print if I can read it), and I'm always working my way through a list of library books.
Book List: Geek Love (Dunn), Exquisite Corpse (Brite), 1984 & Animal Farm (Orwell), Spirit + Flesh (Fakir Musafar), Off The Map (Kat/ Chickena), Smack (Burgess), On The Road (Kerouac), Foxfire (Oates), Fahrenheit 451 (Bradbury), Brave New World (Huxley) , Nature's End (Strieber/Kunetka), Urban Tribes (Bloomsbury), Hairstyles of the Damned (Meno), Sister Safety Pin (Sprecher), Snuff (Palahniuk), The Deptford Mice Trilogy (Jarvis), the hunger games trilogy...
http://www.goodreads.com/user/show/12259524-rachelle

I listen to a very eclectic mix of music genres... a lot of older punk, crust punk, folk punk, and anti-folk; as well as political/underground hip-hop (and of course old school), some electronic genres (especially when working out or gaming), classic rock, big band, some grindcore, and some other various sub-genres of metal.
Music List: Wingnut Dishwashers Union/Johnny Hobo and the Frieghtrains/Pat The Bunny, Sage Francis, Mischief Brew/Erik Petersen, Harum Scarum, Flobots, Kimya Dawson, Vice Squad, Angerfist, Dirt, DJ Neophyte, At the Gates - Slaughter of the Soul, Defiance, Ohio, Dead Prez, Detestation, Ani Difranco, Dystopia, Portishead, Copywrite, Radiohead, Aus Rotten, Jonny Nothings, old Aerosmith, Kendrick Lamar, Led Zeppelin, The Mars Volta, Nahko Bear, Snoop Dogg, Andrew Jackson Jihad, Emily Wells, Watch Me Burn, Leftover Crack/Choking Victim, old Metallica, Dresden Dolls, and so SO many more...

I love Southern Californian Mexican food, but I am best at making an awesome steak, or a burger out of a portabella mushroom. I grew up on an acre of avocado trees, and I know how to pick the best asparagus and artichokes at the market. Satsuma tangerines make me extremely happy, and my satsuma tree produced fruit this year for the first time!

Its hard for me to watch a movie by myself, but I can sit all day and watch movies with someone else. I like a lot of old 80's kids movies, zombie movies, documentaries, and strange indie films, but I am open to try and watch most anything.
Movie List: The Last Unicorn, Suburbia, The Neverending Story, Explorers, The Road, Fight Club, Kids, The Labyrinth, Teeth, Sid&Nancy, Swingers, NBK, Empire Records, The Goonies, Behind the Burly Q, The Navigator, Pulp Fiction, All Over Me, Girls Gone Wild Doggy Style, Tank Girl, Rango, Choke, Garbage Warrior, The Decline of Western Civilization (1, 2, & 3), etc etc

Most of the time when I have the TV on its for background noise or I'm eating. I love my DVR because commercials are my biggest enemy. The remote is a mighty weapon.
TV List:The Simpsons, Dark Matters, Bones, Family Guy, NCIS, The Walking Dead, Y&R (its a generational family thing), Weeds, Duck Dynasty, True Blood, Dexter, Oddities, Dr. G Medical Examiner and the discovery channels/national geographic.

Drinks: If I'm drinking its usually jager bombs with low carb monster(it just tastes better), or spacebag (blush/white zin/chillable red/sangria)... I'd really rather have a cherry coke slurpee than get drunk most of the time.

More Than Six:
My dogs.
Water.
My psych meds (this includes the herbal kind).
Shelter (in the rain) or a sleeping bag.
My Glasses.
Clean Socks/Underwear.
Something to read.
Comfy shoes.
My phone/music.
Something to make fire.
A backpack to hold it all.

Everything else is secondary.

Traveling... Folk and punk sing-a-longs... What I should Cook For Dinner. Things I'm trying to forget. How I don't understand why the majority of people act the ways that they do. My dreams (I remember the majority of them). The life my dogs had before I saved them from the streets. What I would do if I had even a little bit of money. The point value words would have in a game of scrabble. Urban exploration. Wishing I could take photographs that would capture exactly what I see, feel, and smell at a given time -- I think this would be a great invention, along with the telepod.

I really just spend too much time thinking.

Doing chores. Half-watching movies but mostly getting distracted. Hanging out with new (and sometimes old) friends, and/or my mom. Cuddling with my dogs or reading a book. I am probably cooking dinner, and maybe having jagerbombs.

I am bipolar with social anxiety problems that have lead to agoraphobic tendencies (I rarely leave the house by myself but I am trying to work on it). This makes it difficult for me to date, go to school, or have a job, but I do want to continue to work on overcoming this. Everyone has problems with themselves, but at least I have identified mine and have put forth the effort to make things better. I have a fear of driving but I feel no need to overcome that one, especially while living in southern california. Personally, I think everyone here should be afraid of driving. In summary: I'm socially awkward, I dont drive and its hard for me to get places, and I don't have a job so I have no money.

I'm very honest and open, if I trust you there is very little I won't tell you.

This profile didn't scare you, you think you have a lot in common with me and want to match bowls, go to a farmers market, watch all the seasons of the walking dead, or thrift shop..
Especially if you have m/w/f afternoons free and are close enough to visit me.

I've rated you 4-5 stars.

I seem to visit your profile a lot (I probably don't know what to say or think that you wouldn't be interested in what I have to offer).