the truth is I'm a sad, sentimental, tragically unhip kid who cries when he's sad, and doesn't speak much when he's lonely. I appreciate beauty and elegance in all things and I appreciate people of every caliber. I'm a lost man in an even more lost world. I'm urban poetry with a tangible face. I'm the face in the crowd with the head lowered in silent desperation and solemn mourning. I speak in a foreign tongue from a foreign land -- a land of reason and rationale. If you saw me on the street, you wouldn't think twice about me.

I'm a hard person to figure out I think, I'm shy, and I'm open, I'm hard and I'm soft.. I'm living, I'm dead.. I love and I hate... Somedays I don't know who I am, I am only a mixture of the above.... Secure about everything one day and completely falling apart the next. I know i'm not alone in these feelings, I know that everyone feels this way. We are all complicated beings in a world and a life that is spinning wildly out of control. A room dim at noon, I am a broken puzzle; will no one ever find the pieces to put me back together again?

To quote Placebo from their song "Without You I'm nothing"... I'm unclean, a libertine and every time you vent your spleen I seem to lose the power of speech; you're slipping slowly from my reach; you grow me like, an evergreen; you've never seen the lonely me at all.

I enjoy the pursuit of knowledge. I am an avid musician and geek. I enjoy programming,mathematics and playing the bass. I am an Assassin Pirate Ninja Sniper i'm not here, i'm lying on a rooftop with my cross hairs on your heart... Long talks about nothing, or everything. I love watching movies, or going to see a show. Anything is fun with someone else.

Handheld programming at a small firm. It is fantastic.
Constantly Working hard towards my goal of becoming a better Computer Scientist and Programmer. Trying to get my band back together and get out and play some shows.

Technological stuff like fixing computers and programming Playing the bass and apparently I'm good at math. I'm a good listener, and I can get really into in depth conversations about observations of the world. I will read you to sleep, and beat you at board games.

Well, it used to be my hair and ginormous red beard, but I had to cut the hair and trim the beard for my job. Although people still question if I dye my hair or beard, and i dye neither, its naturally red.

a) Jurassic Park, Fight Club, Memnoch the Devil, Harry Potter series , The Virgin Suicides b) Fight Club, Ghostbusters, American Beauty, Shawshank Redemption, Pi, Requiem for a Dream. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, V for Vendetta. Some good geek movies, almost anything done from a book that is done well. c) Metallica, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Bach, Tchaikovsky, Beethoven, Radiohead, Deftones, Ani Difranco, Tori Amos, Rabbit in the Moon, Deepsky, Pink Floyd, good Jazz, almost anything that's good d) I LOOVE italian food. Gnocchi and Fettucini Alfredo. MMMM

Music, Technology & Mathematics, Pursuit of Knowledge, Friends, Intelligence, Passion

Why people act the way they do. You could contemplate upon the human species for infinitime and never gauge it.

If I see something in the real world, I'll almost immediately start to think how I would program that.

When I play my bass, I'm constantly thinking of chord and scale theory and the best way to come up with a bass line for a particular progression.

Most of the time I'm just analyzing and contemplating what I see going on around me.

Hanging out with friends, watching a movie, reading a book / studying. Or doing stuff on my computer.

I give and love to extremes, I am extremely old soul in a fragile young shell. My sense of humour is pretty demented, but I will make you laugh and I can make you think.

If you like the random, or the rational. You enjoy good company or conversation. You think I'm not lame. You never know what life has in store for you. You are my downfall, demise or weakness