Still on the road! Wont be on here for another month or two and wont be back in ontario until june. Message me but just warning i wont reply for a bit. Synopsis: quit work to follow my bliss and trust in it! wehoo! Traveling this winter/spring throughout the deep south and west on a decked out purple short bus. Just bought solar pv too! Back to the gypsy life! YA! - Going to be heading through to Colorado, Arizona, West coast of Mexico, Guatemala, Belize...

I am a seeker of Abundance: The ability to do what you need to do when you need to do it. I believe that passivity only leads to the absence of freedom. It is important to follow your bliss so fulfillment will follow “We are the soldiers of our bad habits (choices) against the earth. We must cry mutiny against our habits (choices) and mature into guardian warriors of the Earth.” But that quote isn't entirely correct because a habit is only a habit when you don't realize you're doing it. Once you realize you are doing it it becomes a choice.

My purpose is to learn from, be joyous of and experience with utmost passion and excitement this moment in my existence

In this existence, as this person, I also think my purpose is to help heal our connection and responsibility to our planet, our mother, and Remember ourselves and thus our purpose here now.
The earth is in fact a living being, conscious. We will learn our lessons, one way or another. . . naughty selfish kids.

exploring, experiencing with a variety of evolving perspectives and awareness's that I am capable of in that moment. Seeing you through your ego, acknowledging you as part of divine unity, a reflection of myself, and being aware of unconditional love that embraces and is within all that is. Being aware of and recognizing my own bias, and twists of what is happening around me and within me.

Seeking to connect with elemental beings - though work is distracting me from that

.. As a personality I am a rebellious type and tend to oppose authority figures, like to be outside the norm. and do things that might shock ppl hehe. I am a good listener and good at expressing my opinion on the matters when I disagree with the opinion being expressed. However I am working on being compassionate enough to let you believe what you wish to- while giving you an option to think otherwise

I disagree with supporting the use of GMO's and general technological fixes to avoid root problems with our society and way of thinking. I support 'sustainable' (earth focused, copy nature) practices.. big into food issues.. has been a bit of a calling to me over the last 5 years.

PERMACULTURE! I have received my design certificate in this and am excited to engage with these ideas for years to come.

I believe that combining better food production practices with ecological restoration is the way to go and what I am passionate about. I try not to focus my life and happiness on gaining money, but acknowledging, trusting and acquiring abundance.

I try my best to be realistic and 'down to earth' and on the other hand to also bring about realizations of our infinite potentials as spiritual beings so that we can make our lives better and more fulfilling.

I would be happy to build a cabin in the mountains and live off the grid.. perhaps one day soon. I do not want to depend on this failing global economic system where greed and ignorance rules the masses in a downward spiral.

The change of society depends on the change in individuals: in our ability to forgive, to love, know and honour ourselves, and recognition of negative ego drives and belief systems.... etcetc

If you are interested in this topic (which I think everyone needs to be in order to wake up so to speak) please Listen to this!:

http://soundcloud.com/dreaminginthevoid/bashar-darryl-anka-conditioning

Ranting in this profile.. lol

laughing, being silly and being serious, listening, making people feel at ease, getting along with many types of people, being care free but not care less, not being sympathetic but rather compassionate, holding space for people, being nervous and awkward and laughing about it, being bold and laughing about it, being illusive, being open and warm hearted, acting in the moment and in the excitement, coming to compromises that makes everyone happy, making music, giving and receiving life's pleasures, not showing myself right away to people; being blunt and to the point (bad at small talk); basically being paradoxical and admittingly at times hypocritical;

Being attracted to men in their 30's lol

I laugh and smile a lot. My super blue eyes.
I often intimidate people at first - how ever I am usually not aware of this until they tell me later.. which I always find shocking

'Desire can be useful, but if we obsess over what we want then we will suffer. But ask yourself, why do you want the thing? if it is a valid desire then make it happen!
But dont live half a life, always waiting for your desires to be fullfilled! Live fully now and work towards what you want if your desires are based on truth!'

Also, maybe once you get to know me more.. How good of a listener I am. How I allow people to speak their mind and change it

I play:
Guitar, Didgeridoo, Flute (brass and w.e else I can get my hands on), Accordion
Love picking up instruments and trying them out.
Cannot play drums though. I'm impressed by who ever can coordinate like that!

Gogol Bordello, dub, dnb, Do Make Say Think (post rock), K'Naan, Xavier Rudd , Sarah Harmer, soft melodies on my guitar, flute, fiddles, accordions .. love the vibrations of all sorts - except for heavy metal (with an exception for Tool)

Inspirational people and writers: Eugene Hutz, Naomi Klein, Noam Chompski, Amy Goodman, Idries Shah, Jacke and Toesnier.. just to give you an idea
Project Camelot has a lot of amazing interviews
and the talks done by Bashar always help me re-align with truth.

INFLUENTIAL BOOKS in my life:
The Secret Life of Plants, The Sacred Balance, Man's Search for Ultimate Meaning, Edible Forest Gardening V1&2, The Hearts Code, 1984, Brave New World, No Logo.

Here is a good one that I recommend to everyone:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4mz90E9e8QQ

love'ns
sunshine on me, moon, mooning me (how rude)
nature
being like a child in the good ways (and always relearning this)
freedom
laughter
Connection
Ego

the nature of reality, of spirit, of time, of motion, of energy, intuition, connections between and throughout everything.
the ridiculous b.s. of todays political workings (underminings), important issues we face in this world and ways of solving them, the earth, our future and the present.
Ecology, and interactions of life.
Sustainable lifestyles, growing food, making a sweet and huge ass edible ecosystem one day with a large plot of land
Switching our human theme of greed and ignorance, and instead replacing it with compassion and understanding

doing what ever I feel like doing most.... could include:
Socializing in some way, experiencing something new, exploring the wild things -in many ways (;, arting, music playing, dancing, watching comedy, reading, sewing: relaxing at home.
Occasionally experiencing various forms of inebriants
Realizing strange phenomena all around

they say they want what makes you happy, when really they want you to avoid what they are afraid of -

‎'throughout human history, as our species has faced the frightening fact that we do not know who we are...or where we are going in this ocean of chaos ... it has been the authorities: the political, religious & educational authorities who attempted to comfort us by giving us order, rules & regulations...informing & forming in our minds their view of reality. to think for yourself: you must question authority and learn how to put yourself in a state of vulnerable open-mindedness.' dr. timothy leary

there is no such thing as a coincidence, and yet life is inherently meaningless - we give it meaning - it's all about our percieved definitions (which is based on our beliefs). Thumbs up if you can recognize and change the beliefs and definitions that are not serving you.

-FYI, I have a lover in my life in which we give each other freedom to have connections with others while honouring our own unique connection-

Only ones in the good spirit
full of life and good advice
who's not jealous and not bitter
come to me let's talk about
how to live a decent life
when you are bigger than life
where the hell the top or bottom
in this good god damn ying yang?

Not interested in arguing/debating with rigidly religious, dogmatic, or atheist persons

Open minded, open hearted, into Kink (;

Thank you for choosing to be you!