you know what used to say blah blah blah in this space but i have decided to type something.

I hate my life I have a boyfriend I cant stand but a beautiful daughter that we made. Ive decided to stay with him because I know what its like to grow up without a father. not that I had a choice he died when I was very young. I dont want her to grow up the way I did. now dont get the wrong idea i am not on here to find another man; I am no cheater. i may be miserable but a cheater I am not. I signed up for this site a while ago because I enjoyed online tests. ive gotten tired of the tests on this site cause I feel like I have taken them all. im not really sure what else to say. i try to be as honest as possible. I was a very angry youngin. had all the talent in the world when other kids I knew tried there hardest just to pass there classes I got d's to b's without ever really trying and barely showing up. I thrive at any sport and altemetly come across as concieced and arrogant because im aware of the potential that I "had" and thats a key word. I could have had a great life but knowbody was there to support me. your typical child of the system (that means i was a foster child) angry at the world who never quite filled there potential. im a highschool dropout with a sepossed IQ of 120 but I find that hard to believe cause as you can see I have terrible spelling. fuck you and fuck this fucked up world. now im typing this because i have had a few, i have a bf in the navy who never seems to be able to turn it off. he thinks he has the right to go out and get shit faced whenever he wants without procaution but if I do it he would use it as an excuse to take away my daughter. ive worked so hard to change my ways for the benefit of my daughter but he can go out and get shit faced whenever he feels the urge and tell me what the fuck im not doing the next day. no wonder I stayed single my whole life. never letting anybody get close to me. everybody ive ever seen in a relationship is absolutly miserable. and I always stayed away from that. i was dumb enough to let down my guard and look what happens. just another visious cycle.

workin and chillin, slowly updating my profile its been over a year

sports, skateboarding, I dont know... thinking? I guess pool darts and poker although I think I need a bit more experience.

......my face?

A.) ya know what, ive tried for years but I still have yet to learn how to read. the last book I tried to read was catch 22 and if was just too boring for me I think its a guy book I finally gave up and popped in the movie and you know what the movie was just as boring but did have a few funny moments............so yeah neva learned to read

B.) fight club, resiviour dogs,lotr, dazed and confused, romeo and juliet, super troopers, saw 1&2, half baked, shottas, sideways(fuck you that shit was funny!), KIDS, snatch, way of the gun, high school high, kill bill 1&2, master and commander, belly, good will hunting, hope and glory, sandlot, war of the buttons, ghost dog, starwars, jackie brown, state preoperty 1&2(get down or lay down!), dont be a menace, office space, cheech and chong, gangs of new york, clerks, grandmas boy, boondock saints and more

c.) system of a down, wu-tang, three six mafia, idiot pilot, the cure, billie holiday, pixies, the used, pantera, operation ivy, three six mafia, snoop de oh double gizzle, the streets, the strokes, metalica, the clash, led zepplin, bob dylan, CCR, bone thugs and harmony, beastie boys, de la soul, erykah badu, otis redding, choking victim, morning glory, lcd sound system, the distillers, yeah yeah yeahs, frank sinatra, flogging molly, the mountaineers, sublime, ac/dc, jack johnson, leftover crack, mustard plug, damian marley, joy division, aphex twin, infected mushroom, culture club, the kinks, nina simone, the skatalites, peter tosh, nickel creek, mgmt, mobb deep, g. love and the sauce, the specials, modest mouse, the pouges(irish music in general is awesome) steel pulse, lil wyte, pete rock c.l. smooth, dean martin, glenn miller, roni size, just jack, jill scott, lil wayne ... and lots more

d.) I'm a pretty good cook, hmm... fried chicken, new england clam chowder, cabbage, sushi, orange ruffy, greens, curry on alsmost everything

my thoughts, music, sadly cigarettes, family, good food, the opposite sex I guess

pondering worldly questions that have yet to be answerd or cant, my future.

skateboarding I am contstantly thinking about skateboarding, tricks I do tricks I'd like to do really it probably takes up 85% of my thoughts....I wonder why that is?

Obama, and how he seems to fit the description of the anti-christ to a tee. I even here of plans to have chips in everyone by 2027. somethings definitely goin down in this country. id'e have your passport ready for when shit hits the fan. I know I got mine.

my fridays are to spontaneous to categorize

I can be pretty cold.

being cute doesnt cover up asshole.

unrelated:
people should really only put that they are native american if they are half or over being 1/16 doesn't count that mostly means your ancestors raped a native women.... but hey who am I to judge

Im a total shit bag you dont want to message me