MUSIC click on lux divon it will take you to my musical project -LUX DIVON dabbling in fashion. . .and one of these days i'll finally finish and have my bachelors of science in fashion design i love Austin. . people ask me if i'll ever live anywhere else. umm. nope. not a chance. i'm quirky and abstract, and really a wreck. but i'm also quite lovely. i get bored easily. i need variety. and good people. and intelligent conversation. i've met more people from the internet than pretty much anywhere else. i dont think ther'es anything wrong with this. granted there are alot of assholes out there. and i sure have met some of them. but then some have been really great people. Do you ever feel like you're not quite sure where you fit into this world? or with who? i guess maybe everybody does. i dunno. but i love creative thought. spontaneous trips. and writing. blogging. writing random crazy shit. because i still have the right to. just you wait, you'll see the day, when even our blogs are censored. i'm very much not a republican. i'm a bohemian. just with tactful skills to blend with the other subsets of society. i really dont stay on okcupid much. and i might never write you back. but like every other girl on the planet, i love getting messages. say something worth reading. keep it real.

hmm.. that's a good question.. music.fashion.poetry.love.revolution.birth.death.working-at-a-paper-st- - - ore.barely surviving.creating.dancing.entrepreneurship.network.support.reachout. givelife.reject-negativity.find-integrity.examine.learn.fail.smile.rea- - - ch-out.

DO SOMETHING TODAY WHICH THE WORLD MAY TALK OF HEREAFTER

being difficult.

divulging my deepest darkest secrets diving into depths

swimming naked for the mind to see you're covered in that mask

running from the light tripping through the branches covered in dirt

dont you want to be clean?

dont you want to be free?

i do.

i miss you.

let's be free.

let's dance in the sunlight and the firelight and the lightning.

let's sing our hearts most heartfelt song. and sing it at the top of our lungs.

this is for you

this is for us

this is for all the dirt covering us

breathe fresh air

speak true

purely love

live free

i'm fucking sexy

tommorow will be the most beautiful day of Ramon K. Hessles life. His breakfast will taste better than any meal you and I have ever tasted.

...21 grams is the exact weight that leaves your body the moment you die.

...i'm just a fucked up girl looking for her own piece of mind. dont give me yours"

Howard Roark. Dominique.

catpower.portishead.billy.fiona.bjork.rubengonalez.laurynhill.tori- .halou.- sublime.NIN.dianakrall.garbage. moceanworker.downtempo.jurassic5.Xtina.bobmarley. morphine on repeat - "you look like rain"

texmex.blackbeans.redpeppers.guacamole.chip&salsa.some fuckin lasagna once in a while.

the deep dark black viseral void

individuation. and on a lighter note. . .the mansion i'm going to live in, the girls i'm going to kiss, the badass music i'm gonna be playing,the clothes i'm going to create with the man that's going to keep me pleased when i'm rich and motherfucking famous

somewhere doing something slightly crazy

shhhh...

i'll be your girl if you tell me its a gift.