I cought a random blog today and it got me going...

the persons blog went like this

So I am thinking about deleting this profile. Unless, that is, someone awesome sees this entry and wants to sway me? Are you worth me keeping this profile?

and that starts me on...

I think I am an awesome, and I protest you deleting yourself from this site.
I apologize for not introducing myself properly, or more the way I usually do, but I feel less like I need worry about whom I am perceived to be, and am more tentative to the issue at hand. By discovering your blog, I found you. You are the subject, a person of whom is perceived, and exists. Your profile is the representation of who you are, and it is the prequel to knowing you. I justify myself as simply, an observer, quantifiable as perspective. I discovered your words, and looked for more, found more, and then concluded observing. Thought occurred and an opinion was formulated. Now my message, is please don't go away. Not for my sake. I deem you to be a person of value, I pass judgment on your behalf to have rights, I feel like if there is one less person of your caliber, or stature, of humanity, not existing on this site, than why am I going to on existing in this site, or any other for that matter. (assuming in my interpretation of your personality traits and based on the understanding of the limited information on your profile and what it leads me to believe, and by my faith)
Basically, I think you could be a cool person, and if you leave, that does not bode well for me. I am here for cool people. Even if those people aren't for me, there existence, among all those who suck, gives me hope. It gives me something to believe in. The resistance to evil, or the struggle of the few against the many, or the open your mind revolution of the masses, what ever. Just know I think If more people in your situation don't give up on things like this site the world can be a better place. Granted I am blowing the situation way out of proportion.
So please don't give up, or I might have to. It is possible that I am the one who shouldn't be here, but thats not the point. I don't know what I am looking for, but less people like you around will make it even harder to look for. If you do commit profile suicide, maybe leave the rest of the world with some tips on your page instead, not b.s. ether, something worth reading...

Later J

Experiencing life through connection by means of an outing, can be a challenge. I have yet again invited all of my friends to partake in another adventure. As usual my friends (who I cherish) suck and are not interested. I love them but, I am lacking someone to share some specific good times with.

My offer, a ticket to the show, transportation provided, some drinks paid for, and I can add other incentives. The show is MSTRKRFT and john digweed at the 9:30 club. I understand that musical tastes differ but I have attempted to entice various trips to multiple genera's of musical entertainment. I am just looking for a harmless date, is that so much trouble for a friend... apparently so.

I go about making plans to go out weeks in advance and still it comes down to the day before, does anyone want to go with me. Damn this area can be depressing, this is the reason I go abroad and explore life outside my local community, and try to connect with other resources. I am not the party hardy guy type, but I do like to go out.

If anyone reads this and wants to go, my offer is good. Friday night, 9;30 club late show on march 30, TOMORROW NIGHT!!!

This is not the life of.
I am an addict of life.
journey in my rabbit hole.
quantifiable by defining myself as the being;
to observe and relate to,
yourself,
through out all existence and non-existence unto the equilibrium state,
plenum,
beyond and simply back to,
a thought that you have,
that can acknowledge
...me.
this legacy,
part of our living wisdom,
and consciousness,
as collective individuals,
can only be so enlightening;
as to the interpretor of this art,
assured by such enigmas like who perceives whom,
to capture any experience and own it.
being unique to the individual,
but shared in the one true grail,
existence,
being its own entity.
trans-exist-ian-eal sensing,
understanding,
co-creation,
self revelation ,
grasping of conceptualization,
all that can be conveyed,
is our hope,
our future;
until there is none,
the non-existence.
where this -our part in all, transmutes?!.
the beginning.
sun of god.
if you can question why,
you know, I.
I am what i am.
learn to be aware for knowing and being lore,
is the essence of holy,
meditate,
philosophize and enjoy this life with love.
the calm balance of chaos and magik that is,
is our angelic existence to fathom the paradox of creation.
As now you are the person to receive this idea,
as nature shows us sacred geometry and our uncanny ability to reason,
and my participation;
ensure we will find solution,
or salvation,
piece, harmony, utopia, whatever you want to ease the truth,
will, has and ever, never end and always begin.
to us, to all, to you,
until again, until then,
friend.
The Source, aka J

a roto-gyro-spiral-anti gravity magneto, theoretic perpetual but practical inevitable non consuming, waste free, work transformer engine.

I have a question...

I believe the knowledge collected over a life time to be the sum of your experience. As life goes on, the legacy of those before us will continue to trickle down to those long after; though living wisdom, history, and effect. In your existence I know you have acquired a great culmination of information. If you were to able to share with someone part of what you learned, what concept would you attempt to bestow, as you can best describe. In other words what would be your most collected advice as a testament to who you are in life. Try not to communicate "famous last words" but more to help the evolution of enlightenment.

or just call it all bs