I'm a intelligent, slightly abrasive, though ultimately caring and submissive individual with a perfectly loving boyfriend. I'm nearly obsessed with the people that I love. Though slightly overbearing, I'm a truely caring person.

I'm hoping to fine a field in psychology.... Not exactly sure where though. I love the mind and all of its inner workings. I absolute love Criminal Minds because it's soooo what I want to do.

I like to believe I'm good at taking care of my friends' needs and desires.

is my oddity and near obsession with the people that I care about.

I love sweets, seafood and most pastas. I watch family guy, naruto and hetalia on a regular basis. I love all the hannibal movies and harry potter (which is also my favorite book series). Eminem, Marilyn Manson and vocaloid are my favorite artists/styles of music.

1. Books: I am constantly reading. Harry Potter, Anne Rice, world war 2 novels, autobiographies on famous people, criminal minds type books. I love to expand my mind with the content in books. They are my fantasty land. 2. My boyfriend: he makes everyday better with his smile, kind words and sweet nature. He can sometimes be aggressive and short tempered but I love him still for I am the same way. We compliment each other perfectly. 3. My friends: I would not even be here without my friends. I love them to death and would do anything for them. I have that group of about 8 that I would give my life for. Without a certain 3 I would be dead by now. My self esteem issues drove me to the point of near suicide. But I made it out with a little help from my friends. 4. Sweets: god help the person that with holds my sweets from me. I have more cravings than a pregnant woman. 5. Chinese food: this goes right a long with the sweets. I love chinese food so much I believe my blood is made of wanton soup. Lo mein and ginger shrimp are probably my two favorite dishes. And finally 6. Technology: who can't live without their cell phone, laptop or play station? I love them all and can't keep my hands off of them. Especially my phone. I'm constantly texting a friend or my boyfriend. It's my baby. I love him.

My future and what people think about me. I am terrified about what people think about me. I sit at home all the time racking my brains to see if I've said something strange to someone earlier in the day. Sometimes I'm reduced to tears because I'm afraid I've upset someone or off put them. I can't stand losing friends and one of the hardest decisions I've ever had to make was giving up one of my best friends because my boyfriend was jealous of him. Of course I did it but it took me a while to get over it. I miss him so much but I'd do it a thousand times over to make my boyfriend happy.

Relaxing from an exhausting week. I don't have that much of a busy life but god am I completely and utterly drained by the end of the week. By saturday I'm still going to sleep at 10 o'clock...

I often have dreams that make absolutely no sense whatsoever.... They're normally distorted or slightly terrifying. I also have very sexual dreams that are either right in the flow with what I would do or are so disturbing I dare not utter them to another person.