Write a little about yourself. Just a paragraph will do.
Upper(ish) middle-class white guy from Orange County, California.
Gay, ex(ish(complicated))-mormon, computer programmer and part-time
I want to be with a guy I think is better than me, who thinks I'm
better than him. Only through a mutual sense of admiration and
inadequacy will I be content.
While I do get along with guys who lean effeminate, I'm not
sexually attracted. The second I hear a goofy voice the sex stuff
is off. If a guy says things that you wouldn't expect to come from
a man's mouth like "baby", "stud", "big boy", "daddy" (cringe):
total shut down. If someone over 30 is behaving like this I start
to feel a mix of pity and repulsion, 20/80%. It sounds like a
performance to me and I can't take those people seriously. I wish I
could be on board because it seems to happen a lot and my reactions
isolate me, but I'm just not.
I know all about gender constructs and social conditioning and that
they have created in me ideas of "masculine" and "feminine". I know
they're fake, in the same way all words are fake. We have agreed,
for the most part, on an acceptable use of the words. They're real
to me and I'm sexually attracted to what we call masculine. There's
nothing wrong with feminine, just please don't try to pass off as
something you're not. Liars by omission, artifice, or explicitly to
my damn face make me literally angry with rage. I get it if you're
still figuring it out, especially if recently out of the closet.
That's not a liar, that's a human.
What I’m doing with my life
Don’t overthink this one; tell us what you’re doing day-to-day.
I am a web developer, backend programmer, volunteer coordinator of
a young group of misfits just looking for a good time, and a former
English major turned English degree holder. I'm mostly doing the
volunteer thing outside of work, its like a second job and
depending on the day either richly rewarding or profoundly
I must find the jade monkey before the next full moon.
I’m really good at
Go on, brag a little (or a lot). We won’t judge.
Listening and understanding. Not in a corny relationship way,
though that might be true, too, but in an obsessive-autistic way
where I feel compelled to understand "why" and "how." It works well
in my career and in my personal life people tell me it helps them
I have a superhero-like power that causes people to tell me deeply
personal things about themselves, including deep-dark secrets, when
I didn't ask or lead them there. I don't know why, but it happens
with almost everyone I know. They *always* say "I don't know why
I'm telling you this." I'm a safe place and I have never shared
these things with anyone else unless given explicit
I can relate to people with whom I don't relate. This makes more
sense in practice, but its basically being able to understand and
empathize with specific things but not holistically.
The first things people usually notice about me
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People tend to think I'm straight, and the longer that idea sticks
in their brain the more entertaining their surprise when they learn
the error of their perceptions.
Some people find me intimidating. I have yet to learn why.
I don't emote a lot. Consequences of a 15 year gaming career
perhaps, but I'm deeply emotional and insightful. That's not a
"first thing" but its pretty quickly noticed if you're looking.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Help your potential matches find common interests.
Shows recently watched in marathon mode: Friday Night Lights
. I also obsess over Doctor Who
, 30 Rock
(sad times its over), Parks and
. Honorable mentions: Community
, The Walking Dead
, True Blood
, The Hours
Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy
, Little Miss Sunshine
, Stranger than Fiction
, There Will Be Blood
I studied Virginia Woolf
in school so I
like that. I'm currently reading Cloud Atlas
and the before that it
was Old School by Tobias Wolff
Music in the realm of Neutral Milk Hotel
, Mumford and Sons
, Of Monsters and
, and Alexi Murdoch
Food is pretty open, but I'm known for my weirdly intense love of
In N Out
The six things I could never do without
Think outside the box. Sometimes the little things can say a lot.
Internet access (not all the time but eventually I want to know
whats going on in the world).
A service position
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Global warming, lunch, or your next vacation… it’s all fair game.
Analogies. Like how a dog spends most of its time thinking about
dog food and being pet. I also spend a lot of time caught up in
recursive meta loops, like how I'm trying to come up with analogies
for how I think about analogies.
On a typical Friday night I am
Netflix and takeout, or getting your party on — how do you let loose?
When its cold I usually watch TV to unwind. When its not cold, or
when I feel like it, I go up to my cabin, relax and do lots of
brush clearing and ditch digging. One time I was chopping wood and
the log slipped off, but the ax kept going into my food. An
exhilarating drive to the ER 20 minutes away led to 5 stitches, a
cool scar and a manly story.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
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When I get nervous I start spouting off facts or bad jokes. That's
also when I'm most likely to be flamboyant, otherwise I'm calm and
Also, I'm a member of the largest social club in the world no one
wanted to be a member of. Our number is very near the front of the
You should message me if
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If you want to chat, get coffee or go complete a jag, I'm in. If
you've got a secret to tell or just need someone to talk to because
in your life there's no one who understands.
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