I identify with that pretty hard.
>calm and collected on outside
>brain actually on fire
>sarcastic and snarky, but playful
>life is scary as f but love it anyway
>do grown up things, actually not grown up
>have no idea wtf is going on, send help
>cherish moments to full extent
>grounded p hard but head in clouds.
peter pan syndrome. i'm forever floor is lava boy. NEVER GONNA GROW UP. points if you can easily bring that side out of me.
spare time things: songwriter and digital artist for over a decade. adult thing: I work a 9-5 at a non-profit/independent research organization.
other things: vidja g's, design, fashion, sci-fi, fantasy, movies, art, music, internet, the universe. gimme gimme.
introvert with extroverted tendencies: i'm well rounded, and adaptable. I can fit in with the crowd, blend in and be comfortable in my bubble, and I can also pop that bubble and get along with many people, transforming into the life of the party. It just depends entirely on the situation.
opinion time: i honestly believe this site and the whole online dating thing is one dimensional and lacks nuance and that a lot of traits that are supposed to be indicative of a person's personality are misinterpreted or lost in translation in these text boxes. I think overall, the whole experience is largely inconsistent and is a misrepresentation of how actual interpersonal relationships are created in a real world setting, or at least a setting that doesn't put as much emphasis on passively judging a person's entire character, but hey, if we can exchange a few messages, have a conversation conducive to a good feeling, and there's some sort of chemistry, i won't pass that up and we can play it by ear~
tl;dr - this site can be stupid, but it can be fruitful as well.