I am honest, intense, and passionate.
My Self-Summary
reserved yet friendly I enjoy
gardening,
hiking and otherwise spending time with
nature...a
homebody, I do not go out much but when I do I enjoy
dancing and intimate
dinners with friends...I enjoy
readingas much as possible and spend
equally as much time in
exercising...my home and health are
important to me and I spend time tending to both...I prefer quality
over quantity in all things and yet struggle with the need to limit
my posessions...deep thoughts into the nature of things often
obsess me and I often need to be reminded to lighten up...I do not
have outrageous goals or expectations for the future, simply want a
quiet life with a man that I can grow closer to over time and share
everything with, without the fear...
What I’m doing with my life
I have been recovering from a decade long depressive period, it's
how I imagine it would feel to emerge from a coma...working and
saving to make necessary repairs and upgrades to mothers home for
her retirement to be comfortable,that almost accomplished I can now
focus more on my own life, I hope. I want to reestablish a suitable
program of exercise/ yoge/meditation for my physical health, and an
intimate relationship for my mental and spiritual health and
growth. It feels as though the time has arrived.
I’m really good at
I enjoy making something out of nothing, making people laugh and
giving good advice. I can usually see to the heart of a person yet
not be able to recognize the surface for what it really portrays,
all the world it seems really is a stage and I recognize the actors
yet not the characters they embody. Organizing and sorting and
arranging things as I have a touch of OCD in those catagories,
comes easily. Conversation is another talent as I have knowledge of
a wide array of topics and reasonable depth to many (I am good at
parties). Crosswords are fun as I have a considerable grasp of
language and vocabulary. I also seem to be able to put people at
ease in social situations as I can sense the similarities in others
and tease them out.
The first things people usually notice about me
I've been told that people often notice my manner and consider me
calm, cool and collected, my sense of humor and easygoing style, my
intensity, sincerity and genuine interest. I would like to think
that they would notice my friendliness and charm as well as my
sense of timeless style and handsomeness,and eyes, and smile,
and...
My favorite books, movies, music, and food
My favorite fiction is fantasy ie. Lord Of The Rings, Star Wars ,
Star Trek
or even erotic fantasy.
My favorite non-fiction is generally of a buddhist/spiritual
nature.
My favorite movies are Fantasy or Period films with all of the
costumes,
I like to be transported by the cinema to another reality, not
reminded
of this one.
My favorite music varies but has yet to include country, rap,or
metal.
My favorite foods are generally vegetarian but not exclusively so,
I very
much enjoy ethnic foods of most kinds, simply light on the meat.
The six things I could never do without
1. The love of my family and friends
2. Growing things and pets as companions
3. Hope and faith in tomorrow
4. Sleeping and napping
5. Quiet, comfortable homelife and surroundings
6. Intimacy
7. Afternoon Tea
I spend a lot of time thinking about
The health and well being of my family, friends and of course
myself
human nature and the way of things
ahimsa, non-harming and reincarnation
when will this all end and will I still be alone when it
does?
why'd they circumcise me and can I have that back?
will I ever feel secure enough to truely share myself with
another?
is Al Gore right?
in light of all the suffering, shouldn't we all be
vegetarian?
will I ever find another man who is twisted in just the right
way?
where does all of the time go and can any of it ever be for me?
On a typical Friday night I am
typically on Friday I am relaxing at home preparing for my work
week which begins on Saturday, alone with the laptop or remote...I
would prefer and hope for something more atypical such as lying by
a crackling fire wrapped up with the one I love and cannot imagine
being without.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit here
I sometimes find myself lonely and afraid.
You should message me if
...Your heart tells you to...