I am compassionate, considerate, and helpful.
My Self-Summary
Came to realize after reading so many profiles, I didn't tell
anyone ANYTHING about myself. My likes, dislikes, my history,
anything... I just kind of said what IS and well, it was very
boring. SO! I took some time to revise my profile, add a bit more
info, and make it a bit more interesting for you all! Leaving the
Self-Summary from before alone, but everything else has had drastic
overhauls, enjoy!
When the sun goes down, I'm perky, chipper and fun to be around.
Everyone says I'm a creature of the night, because well, I am. Now
I don't mean vampire or some other crazy nonsense, but my internal
clock is flipped and my body naturally is in a
nocturnal state. This has made it
hard for me to stay active in school and maintain a normal social
network my entire life. I've tried all kinds of things to fix this,
but nothing ever worked and I finally just gave in and got a
wonderful night time job that I LOVE and make good money doing. All
is well in my life, I'm loving the progress but I'm still missing
out on that social aspect thing everyone is so keen about. Starting
to exit my mid-twenties now and things like love and marriage are
becoming more and more a reality for everyone I know; so we can say
it's starting to get lonely again when the sun goes down and I come
out.
What I’m doing with my life
I'm in love with the
outdoors, the world we live in and
information! I'm a
trivia buff and ALWAYS am researching
SOMETHING for the sheer enjoyment of it. I adore
photography, analyzing
photographs of
human form and emotion is
something I can spend hours doing. This is likely based on the fact
that I myself look HORRIBLE in ALL photographs, or at least think
so myself. I may message you solely based on a particular photo you
have, I doesn't mean I like you or have anything in common with
you, just that I appreciate the artistic vibe from the photograph
I'm referencing (I do this a lot it seems, sorry to all of you
confused people). I'm incredibly intelligent and inquisitive, but
am a HORRIBLE test-taker, so college was a wee bit difficult for
me. Lack of effective study habits on HOW to take a test well had a
play in my eventual dropping out after 5 years of solid schooling
at a Tier 1 University. I got into school with Aerospace
Engineering due to my previous college-level classes in drafting,
design and math/science from high school. I soon switched to
Zoology and then Wildlife Ecology Management (the Life-Science
school was too focused on pre-med so I requested a transfer into
the
Wildlife
school after 2 semesters in it). It was my real intention to "get
back to nature" and to get away from the inevitable "desk job" that
engineering would lead me to (or so I thought). Today I'm actually
using that engineering and drafting knowledge as a
Machinist at a job-shop in
Stafford, Texas. Everyday is different and I'm loving ever second
of it! I often think about going back to school to finish up my
degree(s) but as for now I'm perfectly content making good money,
acquiring a solid financial surplus, and building up my work
experience. We'll see what the future holds, no sense worrying
about that now, right?
I’m really good at
Taking lead when there is a need for leadership. Solving the
presumed unsolvable. Making someone smile/laugh no matter what the
subject matter....
Lifting the
spirits of a friend in need. I'm also VERY good at bullshitting
something so accurately that people think I know 100% what I'm
talking about, but then I always bust out with a "actually I have
no idea, I was just guessing" and then having them tell me they are
pretty sure I am right on the money. Guess it helps to know a
little bit about nearly everything to be able to come to rational
(mostly logical) conclusions about... anything?
The first things people usually notice about me
The FIRST things? Quiet, odd, creepy man who smiles at children and
makes them laugh and their parents be confused at why their
children are laughing. ......... But to KNOW me? Absolute and total
loyalty and trust. I hold the principle of "
do
not lie, cheat or steal, or tolerate those that do" to a very
high standard. As well as "
treat
others as you, yourself, would want to be treated, even if other do
not treat you as such" - We have got to all help one another
understand one another and why we all do what we do if we are to
live in this world without killing each other for being different
from one another.
People often pick up on this trait immediately once they actually
converse with me more than 5 minutes and are usually surprised. I
guess I come off as quiet and reclusive, stuck up even, I don't
know. I do not show emotion very well at all, though I am filled
with caring for everything and everyone. People are also quick to
realize I am very much a kidder and am lighthearted, I can make a
joke out of any situation and cheer up even a total stranger.
My favorite books, movies, music, and food
MUSIC: Virtually every genre has its own little sweet spot with
me.
I don't really read books, I play games instead. I don't really
have a favored food or anything, just things I flat out do not
like. I get cravings for different things at different times for
different moods and situations, kind of like a pregnant woman...
Movies are great, but I wouldn't say I'm a movie buff, though I
like watching "serious" movies with friends, pointing out silly
things, things out of place, plot conflicts, etc... it's like a
hobby. Though
Harrison Ford and
Clint Eastwood are my two
favorite actors of all time. I am by a long-shot NOT an Anime
freak, but do appreciate the art-form and quality of
acting/depiction of human form and emotion in the more
adult-centric shows I have seen. Notably
Cowboy Bebop, probably one of my
most favorite series, cartoon or otherwise.
The six things I could never do without
My
faith, my sanity,
my hearing, my sense of touch, my vision, my sense of smell/taste -
in that order. Physical objects? Hah! Food, water and shelter
(which includes oxygen for all you overly-analytical types out
there) are the only physical things one truly NEEDS to be complete;
though I have become quite fond of the internet as it is my link to
both information and communication, the other two things of the
"six".
I spend a lot of time thinking about
How to make the world a better place, how to make myself a better
person, how/why things change overtime like they do and how that
aligns into God's image, putting logic to prophecy, and of course
astrophysics (don't ask). I am a daydreamer in a sense and spend a
lot of time just thinking about everything. Like how to best deal
with any possible situation as to deal with it appropriately and
justly and have it roll over smoothly for everyone. Mainly, how I
can please someone else or do something worth doing. I also tend to
daydream about my perfect life with my perfect match and how simple
it would be. Compared to everything else, love seems to be so
natural to me. It shouldn't take much effort to show love properly,
you should just know it so.
On a typical Friday night I am
Not working... no work on Friday/Sat/Sun! Unless there is a hot job
that calls for extra-extra overtime! Wee! I work 48-50 hours in 4
days, having that Friday-Sunday off is usually pretty desirable,
but sometimes the need arises and I'm pretty psyched to go in there
and work another 6-13 hours to get the job done. Though aside from
work, on a weekend, I'm usually playing games, browsing the
internet for information on something new or chatting with friends
out of state. I don't have anybody local left to hang out with,
that's why I'm here - to find local friends or at least more long
distance ones to chat with! =D
The most private thing I’m willing to admit here
I've touched my
no-no spot before... and LIKED it!
*gasp*
But seriously, I think I've gotten fairly "private" with my various
summaries above. Don't you think?
You should message me if
You need a friend, you want a friend or you ARE a friend! Or you
think I'm attractive and see yourself complimenting/completing my
life or see yourself in my profile via similarities, or what-not.
Just don't message me if you are in your mid-thirties with kids and
have a deadbeat ex-husband. I don't want any "surprises" in my life
right now. I really don't think we would have much in common to
talk about anyhow... Early twenties with kids and a deadbeat
ex-husband? Possibly we may have things in common, I have a sister
who went through that, I may be able to help you feel better about
yourself at least... but anyhow, I'm not an asshole, I won't turn
you down or blow you off without being polite about it no matter
WHO you are.