My ideas about why Im going on a dating site keep changing. First i thought i just want casual sex, then I thought writing a profile would be a good exercise in self awareness. Next i thought I might find people who are interested in open relationships. Finally it seems maybe I could just try and make friends... the only thing I'm clear on is that I DONT want to get into a monogamous relationship. Thats because I've found it much much easier to stay friends with ex lovers from open relationships. And that long term connection is important to me if I.m gonna make a big emotional investment.
On paper a fling should be okay, but I can get emotionally attatched. That sounds like Im clingy, does.t it? probably I am. I had a difficult childhood, which Im working on in counselling. I'm still learning to deal with strong feelings and to trust myself
The more I write the less it seems like other peoples profiles that I read!