well right now I'm fiddling online when i should be reading all these books i checked out from the library. but I'm not too worried about that. I'm suppose to be moving early october, hoping we get this apartment....if we do then it'll make the bills allot easier. and the sooner we move the sooner i can apply for a job where my sister's boyfriend works. after a job, then I'll have some more self confidence in myself. right now since i don't work, I'm not in the mood to date. most women look down on a guy for not having a job. so when i do I'll be more active on here.