My name is corey.
I am a very strange boy and can say I'm very open to all sorts of things. I am EXTREMELY picky when it comes to attraction so I may not find you as such (just the way I am).

I have really low confidence in myself lately, I don't really know what caused it but it is really changing me. Therefore Im easily put off/intimidated by people and usually laughed at or made fun of. Most of it may just be a perception I hold but I do believe I am going insane.

I like to run 3-5 miles when I can. I go to College of Idaho in Idaho and hopefully will be majoring in Mathematics/Accounting. Only the future knows that though...

work Quiznos & college

always feeling out of place|
having spontaneous/random moods|
deep thinking|
having extremely anxious moods|
absorbed into videogames|
being lonely|

I'm a very softspoken person. I guess my eyes are first picked up on, if you're attracted to me. Other than that probably my strange sense of feminism/masculinism. Although I don't fit into the category of a cliche homosexual because I share vastly different interests.
I tend to be a fucked up blob of human creation with strange, unreadible patterns of introverted moods. Im also soft-spoken and tend to flock away from large crowds because of my social anxiety.

Books: Fantasy. Right now I'm reading The Unexpected Dragon by Mary Brown. It's decent but that's an example of what I read. I read alot of psychology as well for college courses. Some would be The Lucifer Effect by Philip Zimbargo or The Social Animal by Elliot Aronson.

Im digging into philosophy as well. Examples are: Marx, Nietasche, and Freud. I can definitely say that I'm not a hardcore philosophy fan though. Freud seems my particular interest right now due to masoginists & Sadists... me being the sadist

Films: My Own Private Idaho, Into the Wild, I'm Not There, Across the Universe, Fight Club, Requiem for a Dream, American Beauty, The Graduate, STAR WARS (all six), Mean Streets, Hero, The Neverending story, ferngully (gets me off), and quinten tarantino films (Jackie Brown or Grindhouse).
Some of my favortie comedies include Wes Anderson films such as The Darjeeling Limited or The Life Aquatic. I love ANCHORMAN (anything with steve carrel, owen wilson, or Will Ferrel).
I like indie films as well: The squid and the whale, Lars and the real girl, and Gypsy 83.
Horrors include anything from M. Night Shamylan (The Village and The Happening...perfect horrors). I'm not into saw or that disgusting filth considered recent horrors... that's just too much gore and unenjoyable.
I grew up on Gremlins, so that would be my all time favorite horror.
I like subtle frightening because it just gets under my skin how a director portrays it so intensely without showing too much happening
Lately I saw Seven Pounds and was blown away by how perfect of a drama it was. Another good one is A Walk to Remember... I'm a sucker for tear jerkers

some t.v. shows would be The office or Weeds.
other than that I dont watch most television, in fact I find it to being degrading in a sense.

Music: Hardcore/Indie FTW
Stuff like Bane, Have Heart, The Chariot, Converge, Champion ...to... Page France, The Dear & the Headlights, Margot & the nuclear so & so's (yes that is a whole band name but quite possibly one of the best I've ever heard)

[ AFI, Thrice, & Brand New always]

Im a HUGE 80's fan such as early U2 (joshua tree), Tears For Fears, Morrissey, Simple Minds, and Modern English.

Im pretty all over ;]

go here if absolutely curious: http://www.last.fm/user/smithster_jacks
Im lately getting into Manchester Orchestra, Neutral Milk Hotel, and Kevin Devine

food: anything nutritious. I love foreign foods and will try anything once. For coffee, I go to starbucks but I also enjoy out of the blue coffee shops where all the underground are. I guess that's where I belong but I still feel out of place

well cosidering that life functions are met and kept at a normal level...lol
here are 6:

1. Sexual Desires
2. Running
3. My Music Inspirations
4. Coffee
5. Imagination
6. My Mom

dudes that will rape me

fucking cowboys/rednecks in big trucks as I speed down the highways

I live in my own world of fantasies and imagine other realities that could be better than here.

I am also very deep and love to think about things that are uncomprehendible, such as the bounds of the universe or how people are made up in their environments/beliefs.

some questions I always think about are

1. What defines a moral? (when people are really just afraid of something they don't understand)

2. What defines an afterlife, when all we know is of what we have experienced?

don't know anymore probably working.

I like to hangout with my friends but havnt had time lately.

--or I may be at home filling stuff like these

all for the daddies/bears
I can say I'm definitely a bottom and love domination** I'm fucked up for sure.

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