im very very sensitive, and i try to always be sweet, generous and kind. people say stuff like "are you always this nice" and the truth is i am, unless you give me lots of reasons not to be. and even then it's hard for me to be a jerk...
they made a film about my life http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jHZEOweeoaE
i come from a long line of fighters (vietnam vets, holocaust survivors, texan revolutionaries, etc) and I've been through a lot of crazy shit, so despite whatever flaws or insecurities I might have, i think that deep down i am a warrior and i can pull through just about any curveball life throws at me. the experiences ive had as a result of struggling with addiction most of my life has made me one of the most non-judgmental and understanding people ever. i sometimes let them take advantage of my kindness, but i'm trying to be better about that. I am a much more positive and open minded person than I used to be. I try to always see the best in people and situations and i really do my best to always be thinking about how I can be helpful to others. I'm not trying to play myself up as a saint, it's just that I have a set of spiritual principles that i live by in order to be happy in life, and they involve compassion and service. i like hip hop and punk rock and having fun. i am not very interesting. i smoke a lot of cigarettes EDIT-i mostly quit smoking. now i just vape obsessively. they are like pacifiers for grownups. i'm kinda really irresponsible, but i'm working on it. i'm very candid and up-front with others, i try to always be honest. i'm really an open book. my sense of humor is dry, self-deprecating, and heavily laden with pop-culture references. i'm a total night-owl. i've never been shy, i'm the kind of person who makes friends everywhere. i'm a musician, i play a few instruments, mostly guitar lately. pretty into DIY music and DIY ethic in general. (I have a DIY tattoo that says DIY and i hate having to explain it to people).
i like watching kid movies with my puppies. and blake schwarzenbach. and making people artwork or jewelry. and cigarettes, those are nice.
lets make music and have adventures!