My current state of affairs are basically: go to work, take care of my place and prepare for anything. I've lived in the chicago most of my life. Then one crazy summer, I moved to some place I had never been, hoping this such place would calm the thunder in me and it did but I was dying of boredom so i moved back :).
I can only say that I do not know where these roads go; only that they exist and I always leap without thinking. :)
Um, what to say?
I was in trouble a lot. I believed that the world owed me something and that somebody should pay for what was done to me. I ended up only hurting myself. Then, I fell in love and proceeded to get in more trouble.
I'm still restless and reckless; but my danger is more in thought these days.
I'm sarcastic and my brain is always on warp speed. I get anxious and think of a million ways to do a simple thing. Then, I turn it all around and pick the craziest one; or the one that seems safest to me. Unfortunately, that doesn't always guarantee my physical safety :/
I hate explaining my self.
Usually, my mouth is unruly. My emotions get the best of me although, you will not find a better friend.
I like to DO things.I like people who talk to me. I will be that person that watches you put something together. I'll watch you to just watch you; to see how you move, trace your hand with my finger, watch your mouth or your eyes; to hear you breathe. I love the human body and psyche; it literally calms me.
I love when someone can figure me out. Yes, it is true. I'm guarded. So what? Just dig deeper.
Other wonderful things you should know? I believe that love is separate and together with sex; ingratiated by choice, by feeling, and instinct alone. People are born people. Although I respect all points of views, I tend to fuck people I love. I'll leave it at that.
I enjoy intelligence, beauty, art, and sex. I love the smell of rain, freshly mowed lawn. I do math in my head and art is not my forte but I can write you a poem or a story in 15 minutes.
I'll argue philosophy, politics, sex, love, pain, etc. I'm open to any and all new thoughts.
fun fact. I was a gymnast when i was younger.... yeah kinda gay, lol. Would you like to see me do a back flip? Oh,also, I can dance and love all types of music. I can't sing worth a shit though.
OK that's enough about me. Tell me about you. If you have maade it this far? cool! message me.