Well My name is Kasey although I'm more widely known as Brutal Doll. I like to believe I am a human of some intelligence and great compassion and empathy. What I'm looking for in this life is relative.. So much is happening around us everyday. things and people and places are constantly changing and evolving. I am merely a player upon this great shifting stage trying to harmonise and co-exsist peacefully and happily with like minded creatures.
If I were to be defined by the clothes I wear or the way I look or music I listen too I guess I would fit into a label something similar too Progressive Metal Goth Hippy. I don't agree with the whole classification, identification bit that goes on but I am able to see that we do need some order in this world No not a NEW WORLD ORDER hands down you people.. ehh I have a somewhat sick and twisted sense of humor.. where was I? Oh and if having labels makes it easier for us to all live a more peaceful exsistance. Then by all means put me in a box. I myself would like to think i'm far too complicated for classification but oh well :P A bit more about me well apart from being alternative I love music and writing lyrics and poetry. I am interested in BDSM altho still a novice. I am submissive but can switch I am somewhat of a contradiction In everyday life I can be quite independant and fiery by temprement and yet I am told I'm very approachable and friendly. I love new experiences and meeting new people. I'm fascinated by new faces and places. I'm intrigued by the human condition. People will never cease to amaze me with their complicated and complex personalities and eccentricities. I am or tend to be quite eccentric myself. I love exploring places and people. Our differences and our flaws I find to be what makes this world a beautiful place. I don't judge. I always endevour to be as open-minded as possible. I never want to stop learning. Someone who believes they know everything will never know anything. I am open to ALL new experiences.

What am I doing...
Thinking about where I want to travel. The things I want to see and experience.
Working as a casual kitchen hand.. I like working in kitchens.. it's a crazy atmosphere with crazy people like me :)
Probably spending too much time on the net
Reading- I'm an avid reader I always have a book with me.
Listening to music- Music is life.
Being crafty I like to sew and I also like to cook.

Making people laugh apparantly, It's not something I try to do but I'm glad that I'm able because I love to make people laugh theres nothing more beautiful than a smiling happy face!
Listening to people and helping with their problems, I'm somewhat of an agony aunt lol. People tend to gravitate towards me with their issues but I love helping people. Makes me happy when someone comes back to me down the road with a smile on their face and tells me that I helped them.
I don't really know what to put in this category..

my piercings and tattoos or my hair I'm naturally blonde but it changes with my moods..(I'm somewhat subject to flights of whimsy)
Other people say my eyes and or smile.. not sure take a look at my piks and you tell me..
Oh It's my boots if I'm wearing them they tend to stand out :)
*drool* boots.... mmm

Ok well I love movies I have a huge dvd collection but a few faves are Dusk til dawn, Se7en, Silence of the lambs, Girl Interrupted, American History X, Scarface Fear and loathing in Las Vegas, Full metal Jacket and The Game and basically if its got vampires in it I'll watch it I will even tolerate b-grade directing (pet peeve)to see some vamp action.
Books, I love reading!!! I read anything I can get my hands on I have a thing for biographies- auto or otherwise... but also love a good suspense thriller or anything mystical or ethereal.
Food well I'm a picky eater not by choice my tastebuds and stomach rule that. I can't eat lots of vegetables they make me ill and I don't eat seafood so a lot of foods are ruled out for me. When I go out I usually have to order specifically what I want on and in a dish not just straight from a menu but Italian and mexican are my fave foods mmm chocolate mousse fave dessert.

I'm was a metal head but I'm too passionate about music to shut myself off in one genre. My taste is eclectic. I appreciate good music of any kind. Mainly Industrial ebm darkwave synthpop futurepop
Artists I love heres some for you..Apoptygma Bezerk Grendel front line assembly , the cure, joy divison, nick cave, , killswitch engage, david bowie Placebo type o negative sisters of mercy the cruxshadows Deathstars Depeche Mode <3 I LOVE depeche mode..

music, friends, family, pleasure, books, sustenance

I think within those definitions I could find all the thing I need in life to make me content.

Cute girls, Cute boys.
oscar wilde, Dylan Thomas
My horrible writing.. why I was afflicted with this incessant writers block..
My bad grammar and spelling. . .
excorcising inner demons.
Pretty people give me nice thoughts! Spesh pretty people who smell nice!
Why people stare at me on the street when I look/am so normal.. (I think I am but my perception of reality is often skewed)
Why I can be so eloquent and witty when it doesn't count and a tongue tied fool when it does...
Sex..
and thats just the surface stuff...

On a friday night I have no idea what I'll be doing. I Would probably be working. i generally work every friday night but call me once I finish :)

I'm a card carrying certified freak =P
I absolutely love nipple rings!
Umm I find thunder storms incredibly erotic.
I am an absolutely sucker for a pretty girl. If you batt your pretty eyes at me and smile all sweetly you'll have me wrapped around your finger faster than lightning.

You like to have fun, your very easy going, relaxed and down to earth and if your a pretty girl with pretty eyes who wants to wrap me around her pretty little finger :)