I am insatiable, curious, and eccentric.
My Self-Summary
Well My name is Kasey although I'm more widely known as
Brutal Doll. I like to
believe I am a human of some
intelligence and great
compassion and
empathy. What I'm looking
for in this life is relative.. So much is happening around us
everyday. things and people and places are constantly changing and
evolving. I am merely a player upon this great shifting stage
trying to harmonise and co-exsist peacefully and happily with like
minded creatures.
If I were to be defined by the clothes I wear or the way I look or
music I listen too I guess I would fit into a label something
similar too
Progressive Metal Goth Hippy. I don't agree with the whole
classification, identification bit that goes on but I am able to
see that we do need some
order in this world No not a NEW WORLD
ORDER hands down you people.. ehh I have a somewhat sick and
twisted sense of humor.. where was I? Oh and if having labels makes
it easier for us to all live a more peaceful exsistance. Then by
all means put me in a box. I myself would like to think i'm far too
complicated
for classification but oh well :P A bit more about me well apart
from being
alternative I love
music and
writing lyrics and
poetry. I am interested in
BDSM altho still a novice. I
am
submissive
but can
switch I am
somewhat of a
contradiction In everyday life I
can be quite
independant and
fiery by temprement and yet I am told
I'm very
approachable and
friendly. I love new experiences
and meeting new people. I'm fascinated by new faces and places. I'm
intrigued by the
human condition. People will never cease to amaze me with their
complicated
and
complex
personalities and eccentricities. I am or tend to be quite
eccentric
myself. I love
exploring places and people. Our
differences and our
flaws I find to be what makes this world a
beautiful place.
I don't judge. I always endevour to be as
open-minded as possible. I never
want to stop
learning. Someone who believes they
know everything will never know anything. I am open to ALL new
experiences.
What I’m doing with my life
What am I doing...
Thinking about where I want to
travel. The things I want to see and
experience.
Working as a casual kitchen hand.. I like working in kitchens..
it's a crazy atmosphere with crazy people like me :)
Probably spending too much time on the net
Reading- I'm an avid reader I always have a book with me.
Listening to music- Music is life.
Being crafty I like to sew and I also like to cook.
I’m really good at
Making people laugh apparantly, It's not something I try to do but
I'm glad that I'm able because I love to make people laugh theres
nothing more beautiful than a smiling happy face!
Listening to people and helping with their problems, I'm somewhat
of an agony aunt lol. People tend to gravitate towards me with
their issues but I love helping people. Makes me happy when someone
comes back to me down the road with a smile on their face and tells
me that I helped them.
I don't really know what to put in this category..
The first things people usually notice about me
my
piercings and
tattoos or my hair
I'm naturally
blonde but it changes with my moods..(I'm
somewhat subject to flights of whimsy)
Other people say my eyes and or smile.. not sure take a look at my
piks and you tell me..
Oh It's my
boots if
I'm wearing them they tend to stand out :)
*drool* boots.... mmm
My favorite books, movies, music, and food
Ok well I love movies I have a huge
dvd collection but a few faves are
Dusk til dawn,
Se7en, Silence of
the lambs,
Girl Interrupted, American
History X,
Scarface Fear and loathing
in Las Vegas, Full metal Jacket and
The Game and basically if its got
vampires in it
I'll watch it I will even tolerate b-grade directing (pet peeve)to
see some vamp action.
Books, I love
reading!!! I read
anything I can get my hands on I have a thing for
biographies- auto or
otherwise... but also love a good
suspense thriller or anything
mystical or
ethereal.
Food well I'm a picky
eater not by choice my tastebuds and stomach rule that. I can't eat
lots of vegetables they make me
ill and I don't eat seafood so a lot of
foods are ruled out for me. When I go out I usually have to order
specifically what I want on and in a dish not just straight from a
menu but
Italian
and
mexican are my
fave foods mmm chocolate mousse fave dessert.
I'm was a metal head but I'm too
passionate about music to shut myself
off in one genre. My taste is
eclectic. I appreciate good music of
any kind. Mainly
Industrial ebm darkwave synthpop futurepop
Artists I love heres some for you..
Apoptygma Bezerk Grendel front line assembly ,
the cure,
joy divison,
nick cave, ,
killswitch
engage,
david
bowie Placebo
type o
negative sisters of mercy the cruxshadows
Deathstars
Depeche Mode
<3 I LOVE depeche mode..
The six things I could never do without
music,
friends,
family,
pleasure,
books,
sustenance
I think within those definitions I could find all the thing I need
in life to make me content.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Cute girls, Cute boys.
oscar wilde,
Dylan
Thomas
My horrible writing.. why I was afflicted with this incessant
writers block..
My bad grammar and spelling. . .
excorcising inner
demons.
Pretty people give me nice thoughts! Spesh pretty people who smell
nice!
Why people stare at me on the street when I look/am so normal.. (I
think I am but my perception of reality is often skewed)
Why I can be so eloquent and witty when it doesn't count and a
tongue tied fool when it does...
Sex..
and thats just the surface stuff...
On a typical Friday night I am
On a friday night I have no idea what I'll be doing. I Would
probably be working. i generally work every friday night but call
me once I finish :)
The most private thing I’m willing to admit here
I'm a card carrying certified
freak =P
I absolutely love nipple rings!
Umm I find
thunder
storms incredibly
erotic.
I am an absolutely sucker for a pretty girl. If you batt your
pretty eyes at me and smile all sweetly you'll have me wrapped
around your finger faster than lightning.
You should message me if
You like to have fun, your very easy going, relaxed and down to
earth and if your a pretty girl with pretty eyes who wants to wrap
me around her pretty little finger :)