Polyamorous homebody seeks friendship first. There's this new thing I'm trying called looking before I leap. I like being able to relax around people, but it's difficult if I don't use sex, drugs, or rock and roll as a hack. Absent these mechanisms, you really have to give me some time. A little mutable, a little forgetful, a little distant, a little shy, a little overly intense (or so I'm told, and have no reason to disbelieve).
I'm a behaviorist and an empiricist but also believe in the existence of things that are wholly unsayable, and immeasurable. Contradictory? Don't get me started.
Mostly I just like watching the world go by. There's a calm that comes with keeping still and waiting, and I'd rather watch than participate most of the time. And, this world place is endlessly surprising and beautiful.