What I have learned
dont be so trusting
learn to ask for and get what I want and deserve
done be a pushover
stand up for what I believe in
be confident
get out when your un-happy
dont think I deserve less than what I want
YOU CANT CHANGE MEN....PROMISE YOU CANT

What im not puttin up with in the future
jerks
lieing
perverts
slobs
lazyness
smokers
imature
disrespectful
jackasses
druggys
ignorance

My man has to be/have
respectful
honest
attractive
funny
career
care just as much about me as I do about him
christian
nurturing
sweet talker
cleanly
nice smile
pretty eyes
up to new things
nice arms
nice smile
tall
well groomed
sexually desirable

Hendurences
self esteem issues
falling in love with their potential
feeling the need to be needed
self hatred
being a people pleaser
falling in love with love
lonliness

What I have to do to get what I want
rely on God
eat right
dress up
tan
workout
quiet time
be patient
practice self love
see the good in me
put myself first
help myself
respect myself
be the woman God wants me to be
be self~reliant
be possed;watch my mouth
smile
be a strong independant woman
breath
tell myself nice things
be un~trusting make men prove theirselfs to me
find comfort in lonliness
find out something new about myself each day
LEARN TO SAY NO....

Im too photogenic!!! and when you actually meet me you might not like what u see... I AM a bigger girl and i know it! im not HUGE but i got meet on my bones... This has been a problem with the few people i have given the time of day lol they always say i tried to deceive them or blah blah blah and that is not the case... im a pretty face girl... Im a pear shape... my ass n hips are there!!! ill post pics later but it wont do justice lol... I LOVE MYSELF!!! jus the way i am lol i do work out and tone up so im not saying that i wont lose weight i did jus get a divorce and have lost weight jus from not stressing as much... But i dont think i need to lose weight i think im beautifull the way i am... BUT if i do give u the time of day and let you get to know me or even  go on a date... I HAVE WARNED YOU!!! that im a photogenic person and this has been an issue n the past and i apologize!