...I am 6 months free out of a relationship that was long overdue.
I do have some trust issues because of being consistently cheated
on and lied to, and NO, I'm not that crazy girlfriend that picks a
fight over the cute waitress flirting for a tip, I have always had
strong, real evidence from each situation including speaking to
alot of the girls themselves, or seeing the text messages and
facebook messages. btw, I do not care for facebook, i think it's
the devil. lol. If you are in anything remotely close to a serious
relationship then both parties should log off, it's not worth the
highschool bullshit that comes along with it... and you cannot deny
that it is constantly being used as a dating website. I do,
however, have a fb accnt but do not log on very much. Maybe once a
week, sometimes less.
Having said all that....I do feel like 6 months is long enough and
I'm ready to start focusing on making myself happy, whether that
means with someone new or I'm by myself. but I do want to meet some
I am going through some serious changes in my life at the time, I
had to move back home with mom and dad, my transportation was
taken, and can not find work to save my life. But, I'm trying to
stay positive for my 12 yr old daughter, Harli. She is severly
special needs (wheelchaired, can't talk, can't sit up on her own,
will wear diapers her whole life, and has to be spoon fed because
her hands are not useful in any way like reaching for something or
holding a spoon or cup) If that bothers you or makes you
uncomfortable in any way, shape, form, or fashion, then please do
not respond to me. It will save alot of time and energy.
What I’m doing with my life
What "am" I doing with my life?? huh, I suppose that I'm trying to
change every thing about my life, I'm starting all the way over, I
have lost just about everything I have ever owned because I've
tried so hard to make a relationship work that was
I went to Chipola College for two years and am wanting to go back
to finish my bachelor's in Special Education.
I’m really good at
I am far from conceited, and don't care for conceited people,
however, I do think I'm pretty good at being a great mom. I've had
to overcome several obstacles like not being able to communicate to
an 12 yr old, or all the hospital stays due to her seizures and
surgeries, and just having to understand that I'll never hear my
daughter call me "moma" or say "I love you". But, I have always
loved her for the beautiful person that she is, and I know she says
alot with her eyes.
I also am a pretty good baker. I can decorate extravagant multiple
layered wedding and birthday cakes.
I am really good at photography. I was the studio manager of the
portrait studio in walmart in marianna, florida for about 2 years.
I loved every day. I mostly photographed babies and children and
the occassional family but I was the best in the district. I miss
that job every day. I had to leave because my daughter was having a
spinal fusion and would be out for a few months. My district
manager tried to keep me as long as possible but had to fill my
position. My favorite thing about that job was moms and dads are
going to cherish the portraits that I took of their children for a
lifetime, and I made that memory for them, that was a neat thought.
The first things people usually notice about me
My eyes change colors every single day. Most people are born with
blue or brown or hazel eyes. My eyes are blue today, tomorrow may
be green, who knows. I think it has something to do with what I
wear, but I swear it's true.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Favorite Quote: "the only way to cure a broken heart...is to fall
in love again." Who said it??? Me!!
Some of my favorite T.V. shows are Revenge, Nashville, Modern
Family, Parenthood, The Office, The Walking Dead, Scandel is my new
I love lots of different music, mostly rock, little country, very
few rap like 2 chainz, lil Wayne, love everything Eminem
I absolutely love movies...I can't live w/o them. I am a huge fan
of Channing Tatum, Mark Wahlburg, Ryan Reynolds, Dane Cook, Kevin
Hart and Steve Carell.
The six things I could never do without
My daughter, Harli; my pittbull, Chloe-Doey; Mountain Dew;
cigarettes; and my very few friends.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
I am always wandering what my daughter is thinking about..
On a typical Friday night I am
I am usually always at home, watching a movie, eating a grilled
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I can appreciate a beautiful woman. I am straight, however, women
are remarkable creatures and I am attracted to them.
You should message me if
you are completely drama free and mature enough to not ask for a
one night stand...I'm not looking for random sex so please do not
send me dirty messages.