"i searched for a reason, to not search for you. but i feel like there's no place that i havent been through. i told myself 'dont fall in love when you dont know their name.' but my eyes are hard-wired to my heart and just bypass my brain." Canadian Ten by Mr. Butch Walker

This is really difficult, trying to be witty and sexy at the same time. I am 40, but most days I feel like I'm 20-something!! I dont want to act my age or grow up!! I am happy being who I am. No one ever believes how old I am. I am a rocker at heart, music is my passion. But I like a wide varity of tunes from all genres.

One thing you should know about me, is that I am exploring the world of polyamory. I am very open minded and I want to know if this is the lifestyle for me. I enjoy learning new things about myself, challanging myself with new ideas and relationships.

I love living in New Mexico. I grew up on Cape Cod, so life in the desert is very different. but i enjoy every second! the only thing i miss about the cape is the food. best damn seafood you've ever had!
i love roadtrips. i've been known to go to denver, vegas, phoenix or tuscon, just for a concert. my "god of all things rock" is butch walker and he doesnt like albuquerque, so i have traveled to see him play. if you dont know who he is, go check him out, you wont be dissapointed!

I am open-minded, impulsive, and bold

Taking classes to start my ranch business with my sis. Looking for good therapy horses! Writing my business plan. You gotta love horses if you wanna hang with me!! I left my job in retail finally! I loved my job and the family it created for me. But now I am pursuing my dreams!

horse back riding in the mountains, discovering new bands, name that tune-80's version, managing people, being honest

my chest, then once they get past that, my eye color

Reading is sexy!! I am madly addicted to author, Laurell K. Hamilton. Her books are crazy good, they are my crack! I've read the entire Meredith Gentry and Anita Blake series multiple times! And, Yes, I have vampire fetish (the Anne Rice variety, thank you)!! Currently waiting for the next novel and trying to find something worthy to read in the down time.

Anne Rice, any vampire novels, love Anton LaVey! Henry Rollins' books are pretty intense, just like him! some scifi writers like Piers Anthony. Love reading local ABQ authors. NM history books. Recently reading small business and horse health books.

movies- Legend, Walk the Line, Mallrats (any Kevin Smith!), Extract, Hidalgo, Spirit, Across the Universe, Interview with the Vampire, Queen of the Damned, Willow, buckaroo bonzai is the greatest movie ever made! some of the best one-liners ever!! empire records, dazed and confused, shortbus, it's my party, ford fairlane with andrew dice clay. i love that movie and the soundtrack! i love the underworld series! my dog was (RIP) named for one of the characters in the movie!

musicals- Rent, Jesus Christ Superstar, Hair.

music- i am a cowgirl who loves metal! :) marilyn manson, type o negative, butch walker, henry rollins, tim mcgraw, cross canadian ragweed, the format, horrorpops, coheed and cambria, 80's hair bands, The Band Perry, Blake Shelton, Dierks Bently, Billy Currington, REO, Steel Magnolia, Bullet for my Valentine, A7X, Escape the Fate, Genitorturers, Dope, AFI, Murderdolls,1997, motion city soundtrack, the academy is, rocket summer, gym class heros, warrant, la guns, gary allan, sr-71, bowling for soup, i could go on and on and on and on...
TV - Sons of Anarchy, Californication, Leverage, I miss Stargate! Once Upon a Time, Dexter, True Blood.

music, new mexican food, my animals (i own a cat and hang with horses every day), my friends and family, chocolate, new mexico sunsets...

what i want out of this life, where my life is headed, all the things i've accomplished and yet to accomplish, why i am still single, why i am so picky about my partners, my health, sex with guys i should not have sex with, sex with girls i will never have sex with, money!

going to sleep early after a hard week or at a concert or at home reading.

i am very open minded about sex and the limits society puts on our sexuality. And I am in love with Ron Pearlman! Don't ask me why, he is just beautiful!

You can form full sentences, with actual words spelled out. Silly, right???!! you DONT have a dumb screen name, that involves the number 69 and such! and you like what you've seen and read. and you like a woman with curves (i am no stick figure!). you want to try horseback riding or you can ride already. and you're sane. You don't drive like an ass! ABQ drivers are terrible! and you have time in your life for a partner, i know it seem silly but it keeps happening to me...