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Lets be honest, I like honesty, it doesn't get you much in this world but I like it. I'm looking for love in all the wrong places, since there aren't any right ones, and honestly I don't hold out much hope of finding it. Yet the avenue not tried, opportunity loss, mathematical equations strictly proving 1 in 1,000,000,000 is still greater than 0, and all that.
What I'm looking for, a friend, a partner or companion in artistic crime, and a lover. I value the creative spark greatly in all it's forms; painter, sculptor, modeler, writer, musician, composer, crafter of idea and image, be it in form, pixel, or mind. I hold that a profession is what you do, an art is a vital part of who you are. If you get where I'm coming from with that, that's a big step towards a match right there.
What I'm looking for in an ideal world, a loving geeky artistic gamer girl who can handle some one who's at times proudly proclaimed to be affection incarnate. In the real world I'm still figuring out what items on that list are negotiable. (Said the above to some one just a bit ago and thought it was good enough to add here.)
My arts are those of digital painting, 3D modeling, and writing. I seek a companion, a woman of similar interests, if different skills and passions. One that I might inspire, and be inspired by, that we might compliment and improve each-other in life, love, and art. I must admit a desire for collaboration, but in the end I seek only mutual inspiration, and genuine closeness and love. Too forward, too honest, probably but true none the less, I may be a lover of games, but I have no great patience for 'games.'
I'm a rambler, a thinker, a day dreamer, a romantic, a creature of passion, bursts of energy, but more often than not very laid back. I can be intolerably mature, and hopelessly immature, remember things far to well, forget them all to easily, be tactful to a fault, and thoughtlessly honest. I can go on to no end, have a tendency to want to finish a thought, and far from wanting some one to just listen to me do it, want some one who will return it in kind. I like a good, even heated argument, but detest people getting to emotionally wrapped up in it.
I adore contradictions, which is all fine and good because I swear some times I'm a walking one. Do I sound interesting, boring, too weird, too normal? It's all up to you. I have a (bad?) tendency to be an open book, because pretenses are too much work. Sorry we all have to have our lazy side.
The nick is a long story...well ok it's a very short and boring really but where is the fun in that.
I take everything in life with a few grains of salt, and about as seriously as humorously, joking tendencies aside.
I am loving, artistic, and contrary