I just want to laugh my A** off on this!!!! This is where everyone wants to put on a façade who they want to be! Painting a perfect picture of themselves using words! I am not the one! I am honest, to the point where I may hurt ones feelings if you ask me a question or for my opinion! It is not intentional; it is me being honest with you. Would you prefer one to sugar coat and/or blatantly lie to you to? I didn't think so.
So here it is “Me”!!!
I am a 6'1" tall brunette with flaws! I am also a loving kind hearted mother of two teenage boys. They are the first priority in my life until I am certain that they go into this messed up crazy world being upstanding, respectful and educated gentleman, something of their choice but with a purpose so they can start their own journey, write their own stories one day. Yes, they are respectful, polite and at times still boys. As teens they try to pull quick ones on their mother but it doesn’t work often. The newest perfect example: I am constantly hearing that we shall go buy a 65 or 70 inch flat screen because the 42 inch isn’t large enough for the living room. Not happening! Shhhh… until Christmas that is!!! They did succeed last October with another Xbox 360. Let’s just leave it at I was a sucker and fell for it!!!
I have a great job that I actually enjoy going to everyday which is funny since I can work from home if I wanted to! Yes, I even like the owners of my company. I work in the medical field and after years of sweat, dedication, and at times strife they created the position I am currently in! I absolutely love it and blessed! You can find me typing on a keyboard, pushing numbers and on the phone to immediately assisting a surgeon in the O.R. 5 minutes later, or an hour later driving to one of their offices. There are days when things go sour or we lose a patient. Those are the days where my heart hurts and I at times get teary eyed. Why? It is another's loved one, parent, child, mother, father, etc. Then you scan every single second...down to every move you made thinking “Was there anything else any of us could have done differently to save them”? There is nothing worse besides losing a loved one except having to be in the room and listening to the surgeon state that their loved one died! Okay I could think of a few other situations but I will not go there.
I love life to the fullest. I almost lost my life a few times and so I live it with meaning and purpose…where others take it in stride, for granted. I am one that you can take home to your family, introduce to your coworkers and boss, friends and even take out in public. I won’t embarrass you. I will probably make you laugh to where you are in tears and your jaw hurts after a while from laughing so much. I love to cook even though I dislike groceries stores. Does anyone like to shop at the grocery store? I’ll pay and cook! I am obnoxious when it comes to cleanliness and cleaning! I am organized with OCD to where my closest friends laugh at me. However, they will and even purposely send me an invite for dinner or to hang out then that's where they get me. "What should I do with this room, closet, or cabinet to make it more efficient"? Most of the time I have to tell them they have too much crap! Pass it to the less fortunate, who can make use of it! I have a shoe fetish. No gentleman, not the typical female shoe fetish! I love heels. I am not a shopaholic but please do not let me see a pair of shoes I like.
I love to be outside by any form of water, even the rain! I know how to relax with a book or even just watch a movie. LOL! When my boys are with their father is when Mom goes out. The bar scene is exhausting at times. Yes, I go to a select few in the area with friends, one I do enjoy actually… everyone knows everyone (similar to Cheers). You mostly likely will find me at friend’s homes hanging out grilling over cocktails with catching up on current life, or chilling in the pool or hot tub. Two to three times a year, my closest friends and I with some deep strategic planning go on trips, cruises, or simply to a family ranch, lake, or beach house just to get away from the daily grind. I also counsel for a Women’s Center here in Houston twice a month. This keeps me grounded. It also keeps me aware that my problems in life are not near as impossible conquering as others. We all have them the difference is when you are willing to face them and push forward.
I do not take ones ownership of materialistic items into consideration when I get to know another. I am one that considers others feelings and who they are by their actions, their words, and treatment of others. I do not care if you are the hot male with a 6 pack, who drives the stereo typical hot rod, fat paycheck you keep bringing up while you’re flashing your preloaded debit card around(me being a smarta$$) but being a self righteous prick doesn’t do it for me. I DO not make judgment of others by what is on the surface but rather your heart and intentions. I have friends that come from all walks of life. Some even annoy me at times. Haha! I am however that friend that will get up at 3 a.m. to come save your tail from going to jail if you need me to, or pick you up because you are at the bar you're too inebriated or lost your keys, you are having a disagreement with a significant other and need a shoulder to cry on or friend to talk too. Yes, males do and have called me crying guys! It’s is natural! I won’t judge you for any of it no matter what. It is a life lesson taught. I will state my mind if you ask me too but when you are in a logical state of mind. I have many friends that will tell you that I have saved them not once but several times over the years from multiple situations. At this age we all have a past and not all the memories are great ones that we choose to remember, even rationalize with when the stubbornness comes into play. Yes, we all have a stubborn side to us. Don’t BS yourself! I am not innocent either I have made many mistakes that I choose to forget even wished I could change my decision that I made at that moment, forever but that is what life is all about, learning from your mistakes and past. It is called “History” and we all have one.
If there is anything else that you’re curious about me, write and I will answer them. ~Kris